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A Lifetime of Pain

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Parts 21
Time 1h 17m

Reads 408
Votes 18
Parts 21
Time 1h 17m

Mature

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I do not own Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan, but please enjoy! Eren is heartbroken as he regains his consciousness after being a titan to find his lover and squad leader, Levi Ackerman is dying, along with all of his squad mates dead. He cannot bear the pain of this day and falls into a pit of complete and utter despair. Can he find the will to live on and carry the memory of his lover through the battle against the titans, or will he die blaming himself for his corporal's death? Find out in this story of love and loss.

Trigger warnings: Death, love (explicit and fluff) between two men, graphic description of explicit content, strong language, and Imminent Suicide

Reader discretion is advised for explicit and graphic content. 

Ranked #21 in the category leren out of 33 stories in 2019All Rights Reserved

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