You Don't Know
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Dia lelah, sungguh sangat lelah. Hanya duduk menunggu, terus menunggu untuk sebuah ketidakpastian.
Dia semakin tenggelam, kaki-kaki jenjangnya tertimbun jutaan ton air yang perlahan naik mencekik tubuh kurus itu. Menunjukan padanya bahwa semua mulai tidak baik-baik saja.
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So let me just give up
So let me just let go
Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
You don't know what it's like
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