Jax move to New Jersey because of the abuse that she was getting from her "school mates", her mom didn't want Jax to leave and neither did her dad, but she had to move because it was getting to hard and uneasy for her.
After experiencing the death of Jax's twin brother, the whole school made up rumours claiming that she killed her brother Jay, Jax's depression got worse because guys were also editing her face onto porn stars bodies.
Jax ended up on anti depression pills, she hated them and wanted them to be over with, so one night she sat down in her new room, in her new country, new town, new everything.
Looking down at 50 tablets, she decides to take them all, as she was about to take them a boy yelled out to her.
She looks out her window and see a brown haired boy staring at her with his hazel eyes, she look back down at her hand and see all the tablets, her eyes get teary.
Jax run out the front door and wait for the brown haired boy to come out, she thanks him for saving her life, and in return he gives her a smile followed by a hug.
Months go by and Jax starts catching feelings for the brown haired boy, she then later find out that he feels the same way, but his twin brother doesn't want him to date anyone until he finds a girl that likes him back.
Another couple of moths go by and Jax is dating the brown haired boy.
Years go by and Jax finds out that she's pregnant with the brown haired boys child, she doesn't have the guts to tell him, but then he eventually finds out from his mother.
Jax needed an older woman by her side so that she knew what she couldn't do, eat, desire and crave.
Three years passed and and nearly everyone in Jax's husbands family is dead and dying, with all of the sadness and depression kicking in, she goes to her only friend in need.
Her blade....
What will happen next?