Fallen~Kürbistumor
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Ich schaue in den Spiegel.
Und sehe in grüne leere Augen, die mich müde anblicken.
Tränen die meine Wangen herunter laufen.
Ein blasses Gesicht.
Einen ausgemargerten Körper.
Spröde aufgeplatzte Lippen.
Mich.
Manuel Büttinger aka. GermanLetsPlay.
Ein Youtuber.
Der glückliche.
Sagen alle.
Ja, ja.
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Ja, ich bin depressiv.
Ja, ich ritze mich.
Ja, ich habe Suizidgedanken.
Und ja, ich kann nicht mehr.
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