blackout // j-dog
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Ongoing24m
Last published Fri, Mar 16, 2018
how could i stay?
all he makes me feel is pain.
i sometimes feel as if i won't make it out alive by the end of the day.
i want his condition to change but it will always stay the same.
oh, lord -there must be some other way
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