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What the fuck do I do?!

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Parts 12
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Ash is a 16 year old girl who has a fucked up life, with a drug addict alcoholic mum and her dodgy boyfriends, and I shit school life. This girl has a struggle avoiding suicide. This is a book that will leave you thinking...and will put your mind into imagination as you become Ash!...

~⚠️WARNING ⚠️~
•THIS IS FOR THE MATURE MINDED
•CONTAINING SEXUAL AND HARSH SCENES, SOME VIEWERS MAY FIND DISTURBING OR UPSETTING.


•••••••••New chapters every day so stay tuned••••••••••All Rights Reserved

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Dying Flame (Editing) by Mystical_Angel13

"Why have you been ignoring me?" I yelled at him. He flinched. "What? Am I not needed anymore? Do you still care?" I continued, my eyes filling with tears. "Ash-" He tried to speak. "Don't say my name!!" I walked over to him. "Come on! Why do yo-" He smashed his lips on mine... --------------- Asha Edwards a girl, who lives in hell. Every single day her father and brother cuts her. She cuts herself too. School is the same. Everyone bullies her. Asha is so tired of life and has depression and anxiety issues. Matthew Dayton, the new boy at school, kind, sweet, caring, funny, but popular. Asha has a crush on him, but it seems as if he only thinks of her as a friend and even ignores her for days. Until her father and brother went too far and stabbed her multiple times, and kicked her out to the icy cold air of the outdoors. Matthew finds her and quickly took her to the hospital. Over time they form a special bond, but will it be enough as lovers?

I Faked My Suicide by xuishie

Her mother is embarrassed of her. Her father doesn't care about her. The rest of her family thinks she's a bad influence on the little ones. Society thinks she's a freak. She gets bullied at school for what she wears and listening to the wrong kind of music. Out of all this her best friend still thinks she's perfect, inside and out. She wants to get away from all the judgmental eyes and she's knows the perfect way. Suicide. She'll never commit it and leave him to defend for himself even though he says he'll be fine. But once she gets pushed over the edge, she goes as far as faking her suicide, with the help of her best friend. Jess and Ronnie have finally escaped judgmental Ohio and eloped to Rhode Island. What will they discover with their new found freedom? *Revising* DO NOT READ THIS OMG THIS IS THE MOST DISGUSTING WRITING I HAVE EVER DONE YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

She's A Trendy Designer On Her Wrists(May Be Triggering To People Who Self Harm) by SGTCunicorns

Ashley is a 15 year old girl who has to deal with lots of things like self harm, suicide, GCSEs and bullying.This story sees her struggle with these problems and try to overcome them, but will she make it out alive? Or will everything get the better of her?

Types of tears (COMPLETED) by dali_alvz

Why do bad things happen to good people? A question that his boy is making himself more then ever this days. From the beginning we see a 17 year old boy, struggling to finish high School, filled up with insecurities, mental health issues, a toxic family home, and impossible standards to live up to. He has learn to not only hate his life, but to want finish it off as fast as possible. Close to finally graduating high school his English teacher, Mr Steve, assigns the class a special progect. "To be able to see life through different eyes, and write about it." For this, Mr Steve gets his class to assist a hospital 3 times a week, and assigns each student, with a patient. This is the moment where this boy meets Royal, a cancer sick 17 year old girl, that has lived in a hospital her hole life, but still finds beauty and meaning in it. Through out the report the boy gets more and more involved in Royal's life, spending unfortunately moments together. But through out the journey he asks himself more and more. "Why do bad things happen to good people?" (#2 findingeachother 20/10/2018) --WARNING-- This story contains strong opinions over depression, suicide, and a life in general if you are easily offended please do not read this thank you, I love you.

His Sunshine | ✓ by pink_flamingo_09

She looks up at me, taking a step forward and smiling slightly, "How can I ever get hurt when I have you here to protect me?" "But you could have gotten hurt," I murmur softly, hanging my head and feeling my shoulders drop, the tension seeping from my body. "No. Stop," She cuts me off sternly but tenderly, "Don't talk like that, Reece. I'm okay, you're okay, we're okay," She speaks softly, reaching her hand up to gently brush her thumb over my cheek, just under the cut that's there. "We're okay," I repeat, taking a small step closer to her. She nods with a small smile, moving her hand down from my cheek and instead placing the palm of her hand on my chest, right over my heart. I know she can feel how fast my heart is beating. I just don't know why it's doing that. ~ Reece Carter is the bad boy of Northwood High. He smokes and he fights. He has countless tattoos covering his body. And he doesn't care about anything or anyone else. Layla Stevens is your average seventeen year-old girl, just trying to get through high school, with the friends she loves and doing the things she loves. When these two cross paths accidentally in an unusual way, they leave and never expect to speak to each other again. But fate has other plans. Layla finds her way into Reece's life and Reece doesn't know what to do about it. This ray of Sunshine suddenly meant something to him. She understood him when it seemed like no one else did. And he protected her from everyone who tried to hurt His Sunshine. Get ready for a story filled with bad pick-up lines, twin telepathy and a lot of fighting. Like, a LOT. Thanks for that one, Reece.

Heaven's Crown, Hell's Heart by ayoutuberfan

In the celestial realms, Ash is no ordinary angel; she is the heir to Heaven's radiant throne, born from divine light and destined to rule the skies. Perfect in the eyes of her people, she embodies purity, grace, and the hope of a kingdom eternal. Yet beneath the celestial façade, Ash harbors a secret: a restless heart, yearning for freedom and truth beyond the perfection she has always known. As the day of her coronation approaches, Ash finds herself drowning in the weight of expectations. Every decision is scrutinized, every step measured, and every whisper around her speaks of duty, devotion, and destiny. But to Ash, Heaven feels less like a paradise and more like a gilded cage-a realm of suffocating rules and unyielding traditions. Shadows haunt her dreams, pulling her toward the forbidden lands below. She questions everything: her role, her beliefs, and the rigid system she was born to uphold. One fateful night, the whispers of rebellion grow too loud to ignore. Defying the sacred laws of Heaven, Ash flees from the golden spires and eternal choirs, diving headfirst into the abyss. She seeks not destruction but answers-a truth she believes can only be found in the chaos of Hell, the domain of her kingdom's ancient adversary. Hell is not the fiery inferno she was taught to fear. It is a land of raw, untamed power, where beings of shadow and flame thrive in a world without rules. There, Ash discovers a realm brimming with beauty in its brokenness and freedom in its defiance of order. For the first time, she is not bound by the chains of perfection. Yet, her presence disrupts the delicate balance of Hell. Angels do not belong in the underworld, and her arrival sends shockwaves through its rulers and inhabitants. For the first time, she is not bound by the chains of perfection. Made by ChatGPT

Unchain Me by caity007

'I had guilt that ate me out from the inside and made me want to throw up. Guilt that started as a young child and continued to fester until I was doomed to break. I knew that one day I would shatter like glass. I just wasn't sure if anyone would be able to put the pieces of me back together.' ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ashley Summers is the Bloomingfield Highs resident goodgirl/nerd, complete with absolutely no friends and a book for company. However guys could be throwing themselves at her because she is really one of the hottest girls at school, but her bookish tendencies and social low keep them away. And the fact that every guy who talks to her gets ignored. What she doesn't expect from the new year was the bad boy, Adrian Forsyth, persistently taking her attention away from her introverted life. Wait, she does know why. It was that stupid Chemistry class. She feels her carefully constructed life start to break as Adrian digs around her past, intent on finding out exactly what made her shut off from the world and herself for all of those years. Ashley has some deep secrets that she wants to stay hidden but piece by piece they make their way to the light. The question is what will happen when they all become revealed? It seems that while Adrian is searching for answers to the puzzle that is Ashley Summers he finds more than just her secrets. He could also find the key to her heart, a place where no person has truly seen before. Which is to say that Ashley Summers is in for some interesting events before the year is over. ---------------------------------------------------

I SEE YOU by Dikhankhan

Ash is autistic and OCD, she has zero friends and her wife just divorced her. Not only that, she also takes everything Ash owns except her apartment. Ouch! River on the other hand is impulsive, a bit cocky and she talks with her fists....literally. Life is about fun, alcohol and sex for her. What happens when Ash needs a roommate to help pay her debts while River is in need of a place to stay?? Well, opposites attract so they fall in love, and run off into the sun set. Kidding! It's never that easy... . . . BOOK 2 HAS BEEN UNPUBLISHED, IT'S PROBABLY A PERMANENT THING. I'll leave it to your individual minds to imagine what Ash and River's future may look like.

ᴄʜᴀʀʟᴏᴛᴛᴇ by Ang3holland

(on hold)She's gone through a lot. Of course everyone goes through things in life but what really matters is how you learn to cope.. he might just be her way of coping. ⚠️TW⚠️ This book will include the following: Suicide Mature language Drugs Death Suicidal thoughts Abuse Self-harm Sexual assault ~more to be added~ (Started: 04/15/22) (Finished: 00/00/00) (Edited: 00/00/00) (Re-edited: 00/00/00)

Are you mine? by EmmJayWriting

We've all heard about 'the main character'. The type of person who lives through the most dramatic and improbable situations, and finds the kind of epic romance you only see in works of fiction. Which makes you think about how unrealistic love like that is. I used to think the same thing until I met him. Until I met 'the bad boy' that, as it turns out, wasn't that bad at all, just simply...a boy. A boy with an easy smile, a charming personality and looks so enticing that I couldn't keep my eyes off of him if I tried. A boy whose shoulders were starting to slump with the weight of his past and his family. A boy who believed that the only way to survive was by putting a lock on his heart and chaining it down to a place so deep inside of him that no one could ever reach it again. A boy who, for reasons I'll never comprehend, placed the key inside my palm and didn't shy away when I tried to free his hidden heart from its restraints. A boy who made me the main character of my own story. A story I never want to forget, and which begged to be put on paper. This is that story. ~~~ #1 love triangle 8/26/2019 #1 teen romance 11/4/2019 #1 mystory 7/27/2020 #1 teen drama 9/9/2020 #1 goodgirl 9/12/2020 Cover by @alexandramar1e Contains swearing and mature language.

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Dying Flame (Editing)

"Why have you been ignoring me?" I yelled at him. He flinched. "What? Am I not needed anymore? Do you still care?" I continued, my eyes filling with tears. "Ash-" He tried to speak. "Don't say my name!!" I walked over to him. "Come on! Why do yo-" He smashed his lips on mine... --------------- Asha Edwards a girl, who lives in hell. Every single day her father and brother cuts her. She cuts herself too. School is the same. Everyone bullies her. Asha is so tired of life and has depression and anxiety issues. Matthew Dayton, the new boy at school, kind, sweet, caring, funny, but popular. Asha has a crush on him, but it seems as if he only thinks of her as a friend and even ignores her for days. Until her father and brother went too far and stabbed her multiple times, and kicked her out to the icy cold air of the outdoors. Matthew finds her and quickly took her to the hospital. Over time they form a special bond, but will it be enough as lovers?