Losin Control
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Ongoing26m
Last published Wed, Mar 14, 2018
"It's too late Jimin, you think you can cheat on me and then come back two years later and expect me to fall in love with you, and probably loose me again?"
He sighed as he backed away from me, "You're right. Why would I want to loose you when I've already lost myself."
Looking out my window, I heard him let out a slight laugh.
I looked back to see tears falling down his cheeks as he smiled sadly, looking into my eyes. I felt tears try to force through my eyes, but I held them back.
"Take care of yourself, Nicole". He kissed my forehead softly, and walked out the door.
I let my tears fall as I heard the sound of the door close. I slid down the wall like I did two years ago. Burying my face in my hands, my sobs were the only sound filling the room.
Why Park Jimin? Why are you making my life so hard? I'm losin control.
WARNING:
Mature scenes will be included and if you are very sensitive I advise you no to read this smexy shi-. Yeah just.....ENJOY!!
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