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The Hardest Decision

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Reads 31
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"Ugly, anorexic, attention seeker", these are the words that landed me in this position, the hardest decision of my life.
 
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Trigger warning
•Mental health 
•Anorexia 
•Bullying 
•Maybe some smut 
•Self harmAll Rights Reserved

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