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Where Do I Begin

OutlandishJBean

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OutlandishJBean

bad-luck bullying gay lgbt life struggles

This world sucks, this school sucks, these people suck.
I didn't do anything wrong, but somehow bad things are 
always happening to me.
WHY ME?All Rights Reserved

bad-luck bullying gay lgbt life struggles

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When I was born, I wasn't born with this "Red String" everyone apparently had. It seemed to connect people, to have people's hearts never broken. Well, I'm unlucky enough to not have a string. Sometimes, it does seem as though I am very lucky to not a string, for it does cause drama. Although... Feeling left out isn't my cup of tea, and hearing all these stories people tell me aren't the best either. This all changed when I hit my second year of high school, and the new kid on the block seemed to have the same problem as I.