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Dear Ana

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ana anorexia anorexic recovery

Dear Ana,
You have always been there when I need you the most. You cheered me on when no one else every knew my pain. I opened up to you, and you listened, giving me advice that actually helped me. But I've been neglecting you, and I'm sorry. I hope that this will be the beginning of a new era of our friendship, and that we can get to know each other better.  So Ana... Will you be my partner in crime?

This is a story about my journey with Ana in the forms of letters and notes. I hope that this can reach people and show how she actually works and functions. Thank you for reading this introduction, and lets get into the story.All Rights Reserved

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