ANXIETY
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Elizabeth Baker always said , "Something always happens for a reason , even if its a bad something , it happened for a reason"
Elizabeth is a sweet soul , wouldn't hurt a fly. unfortunately she's cursed with the consuming , uncureable, disease of Anxiety
a curse apon the awkward , introverted , species. All they want do is be alone , with they're darkening thoughts consuming them , letting no source of happiness in.
Anxiety attacks are an daily thing for her. usually twice a week. with nobody to talk to , or at least to relate to, this could seriously have an horrible outcome.
until...
Axel Iverson comes to Readerfalls. Attending reader high. He deals with his anxiety differently then she does though. Being a cocky, sarcastic , asshole. Unlike Elizabeth , he doesn't care who he hurts, as long as he doesn't get hurt.
The two are dramatically the opposite. But is it a chance they'll attract? Or will assumptions will unfortunately will be proven to facts? are you at the edge of you chair yet?
good! well what are you doing? READ THE BOOK ya Dingus
BEFORE YOU DO!
Note this may have;
Sensitive content
Cursing
Bullying
-Etc.-
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