First Degree
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Ongoing7m
Last published Sat, Aug 25, 2018
Ever since I've been inside juvy, I haven't spoken to anyone except the counsellor I'm forced to see every week.
I tell her the bare minimum so she will leave me the fuck alone.
She really doesn't need to know anything about me.
No one does.
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