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If It Weren't For Him (BoyxBoy)

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Will Nixon used to be Mr. Popular at his old high school, until his biggest secret was revealed one fateful night and he turned into the schools number one target. To escape all the pain and torture he was put through after that night, he tries to take his life. 

Unfortunately for Will, he survives.

Due to that he now has to move to America with his father and start a whole new life there, except, he's never going to be the same. Will isn't who he used to be, now he's quiet and tries to stay invisible. He doesn't want the attention of the student body. He doesn't want anyone to find out his secret ever again and go through what he went through at his last high school.

However, it doesn't seem like he'll have a choice when the Mr. Popular at the new school he attends sets his sights on Will. Now Will will be forced to make one of two choices: stay the broken self he is, or move on and embrace a life with Mr. Popular, A.K.A Tony Mendez.

But things can never be that simple can it. There's always that factor that want to ruin everything. And that factor comes in the form of Tony's best friend who's been itching to get with Tony long before Will arrived.

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I'M SORRY by Marthenaseneris

his first day at new school didn't go as well as mark planned. He's had many problem in the past, due to his sexuality. He thought they would accept him the way he is, but he thought wrong. Now this is his opportunity to start over, and don't make the same mistake again. mark can't help but fell attracted towards him even if Ethan is a jerk to him. With the time Mark question himself if he still likes him, or hates him, or both But why Ethan acting like this? is there something he's hiding? or is simply that much of a jerk? What will happen to Mark if he doesn't stop bothering him?

4 a.m. knows all my secrets by basic_androgyny

A story about a boy who is suffering with severe depression and is stuck back in a Psychiatric ward after his 5th suicide attempt. During his stay will Taylor get better or will he just slowly slip further into the black hole that he has been loving in for the last 6 years of his last. But will he find love with a hunky therapist. When therapy turns into make out sessions does he really benefit or is his confidence and life be slowly ripped away from him because of his stupid choices. This will be a triggering story about love and depression and one persons battle with a mental illness.

My Butterfly by sasuke23awsome

Peleides has been in and out of the hospital since he was five and now he is living in the hospital. He is a 17 year old boy who has never even step into a public school because he was how he put it hospital schooled. Peleides has always wished that the evil that is eating away his body would go away. Cancer that is the name that the doctors and his family say, but his cancer is different. Peleides woke up one night and looked outside the small window that was away from his bed and he prayed to God to send him someone that would love him even with his state. Hunter is son of one of the wealthiest man alive. Hunter is a 17 year old boy who loves to make trouble and have sex with strange girls. He hates to help people and do anything that doesn't involve him having sex or getting something out of it. Finally his father has enough of his childish behavior and sends Hunter to one of his hospitals to help around and maybe learn a few things about his fathers business and Hunter has to suck it up and go if he doesn't want to get his money taken away. But then it all change when he saw the angel who laid there his eyes closed and body plugged in to machines. +++++++ Hello I know yous notice the thing that says VERSION right? Right This is the version for those who like BoyxBoy BUUUT there is a Version for people who want to read the story but do not like BoyxBoy action it is called My Butterfly (BoyxGirl Version) soooo if you really want to see what this story is about but DON'T like BoyxBoy please head over there and you will be pleased. Well that part will be up loaded after this story is done because it supposed to be the same.

Written in the Stars (Hiatus) (Book 1) by 6MonthsofStoriesbyMe

(This is my second time ever writing a book description, so please just bear with me on this one) Dean Silvers, a 16-year-old boy, abused by his father and suffering from a severe case of suicidal depression, feels no more hope in his life. Rhys Dawn, a 17-year-old boy, supposed to never be stressed or insecure or struggling, actually carries some doubt, fear, and self-consciousness, while hiding it all with his intelligent and hard-working personality. What happens when two childhood friends and supposed opposites fall in love and shit hits the fan? (Some of this doesn't actually work with the semi-improvised plot and storyline, and it truly isn't my best work, so I apologize for the crappy description) Thanks! Enjoy my first non-fanfiction story! WARNING: This story contains elements of suicide, severe depression, sexual harassment, and sexual scenes. Please view with caution, and viewer discretion is advised.

Broken ✓ (BoyxBoy) by ButteryBreadsticks

"Wait, you're gay?" I asked in confusion, scratching the back of my head. "Well duh. How oblivious are you?" "Well, I guess I'm pretty dumb, but my sexiness makes up for it." "Sure Hunter, whatever helps you sleep at night..." *** [Completed] Hunter just moved to a small city in Florida after his third suicide attempt, being forced to live with his aunt. After his first day at his new school, he has the whole football team hating him with his smart remarks, except for one quarterback who takes an interest in him. With his new therapist, his annoying aunt, and the hell hole he calls school, will Hunter be able to make it through the rest of high school, or will he forever be broken? --- This story contains romance between two boys. If you're not okay with that then I suggest you leave. I'm gonna go ahead and add a trigger warning, for suicidal themes, cutting, etc... Fair warning, this story is really poorly written. It's filled with plot holes, grammar errors, and everything else under the sun that makes a bad story. It pains me to reread it but it's like my own writing history so I don't want to take it down. It was written when I was 12, if that says anything, so keep that in mind before you read it! *** Highest rankings: 07/10/20 | #5 in Humor 02/09/20 | #5 in BxB 06/22/19 | #4 in SuicideAwareness 05/21/20 | #3 in GayLove 04/12/20 | #3 in UnlimitedPride 10/06/19 | #1 in Sarcasm 08/09/19 | #1 in GayFiction 08/17/19 | #1 in GayAf 09/28/19 | #1 in FreeTheLgbt 11/28/19 | #1 in TeenFiction 02/12/20 | #1 in Gayness --- Completed on 5/30/19

Bad Boy Knows My Secret (BxB) by OliverDunham

Jesse's life turns upside down once the football player from his school finds out he's gay. Because of that he has to obey to jock's every command or else his secret will be revealed to everyone. Jesse already had a hard enough life because of his alcoholic father and insensitive mother and this made things even more complicated. Not to mention the fact that he was living in a pretty homophobic environment and for his own safety he had to hide his true identity. Will Jesse be able to overcome this challenge? You'll have to read more to find out. *DISCLAIMER - Story contains themes that some readers may consider disturbing such as suicide, homophobia, violence and more. If you're easily triggered by the things mentioned above this content may not be right for you. Ps. This is a first draft of the book. You can find the polished version of this story here by a different title (Melancholic.) It is also uploaded on DREAME and Inkitt. I'd recommend checking that out because it has less errors, a few changes and some added scenes.

Suicidal Headcase by fairly_unknown

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Hope and Hardships by somebody1994

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The Boy Who Lived Again (boyxboy) (COMPLETED) by Fallen_Angel0416

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I'M SORRY

his first day at new school didn't go as well as mark planned. He's had many problem in the past, due to his sexuality. He thought they would accept him the way he is, but he thought wrong. Now this is his opportunity to start over, and don't make the same mistake again. mark can't help but fell attracted towards him even if Ethan is a jerk to him. With the time Mark question himself if he still likes him, or hates him, or both But why Ethan acting like this? is there something he's hiding? or is simply that much of a jerk? What will happen to Mark if he doesn't stop bothering him?