Her pulse thrummed at the speed of a frightened rabbit, blue veins interlocking like branches on an old tree. Her face was fading to an ice blue and I suddenly found myself liking the colour. My hand felt huge in comparison to her small neck, if I applied too much pressure it would snap like a twig. Despite the dangerous position she was in, she was smiling up at me, milky eyes full of tears that broke free and carved translucent lines in her pale cheeks. "Why are you still here," I snarled, my eyes a breath away from hers. "Because I love you," the answer was expected and a pleasing feeling of control flooded my body. "No matter how many times I hurt her she would look at me with those blank eyes that showed the most emotion I had ever seen, I would never admit it to her but I was quite fond of her. Releasing her throat, I gave her a moment to cough and splutter. Growing impatient, I trailed my fingers down the marks the tears had left. I don't know what love feels like, I don't think I'll ever know, but right now I think I love her the most I ever could love anything. It was a confusing feeling, a feeling that made me want to protect her instead of do her harm, it was my own brand of love. "Go fetch my knife xim," a giddy smile lit up her face, she didn't hesitate in walking he familiar path to my draw of toys. "This one," she asked, a freshly sharpened butcher knife in her hand. "Yes, that one," I smirked, striding over to her.
Casimir, a young serial killer discovers that there's more to life than slaughtering young girls at bars.
He grabbed my arm at the last second and pulled me back, pressing my body tightly against his.
"You like living on the edge, don't you?" He asked with a teasing smile, he was so close I could feel his breath on my mouth.
"Only when I know you're there to catch me if I fall," I smiled back at him, biting my lip.
His smile disappeared and a frown was put in its place, "we should talk."
"About why you're being an ass to me?" I asked, feeling bold.
I saw the shock register on his face before he could hide it.
"I wasn't aware that I was," he said and cleared his throat.
My heart was beating out of my chest and I could smell him so clearly, pine and a hint of lavender, mixed with the scotch from his breath. I knew he hadn't been drinking a lot, but I had, so I took my chance, the urge to kiss him taking over.
Though his lips were pretty, it was the feel of them that sent my mind into a sensual state of intoxication. His lips gently pressed against mine made my legs shake.
His hands held me tight by the waist and mine was lost in his hair. In that kiss was the sweetness of passion, a million loving thoughts condensed into one moment. The hint of a promise. A promise of realness, a promise to love him forever.
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This is the sequel to BLAKE.
This is a Criminal Minds story.
I do not own Criminal Minds.
The time line in this story is not accurate, it's actually all over the place.
Some scenes from CM are included.
Please have in mind that English is not my first language so there might be some grammar errors.
Warnings:
Suicide
Mental illness
Abuse
Curse words
Completed: 2024-03-21