Her pulse thrummed at the speed of a frightened rabbit, blue veins interlocking like branches on an old tree. Her face was fading to an ice blue and I suddenly found myself liking the colour. My hand felt huge in comparison to her small neck, if I applied too much pressure it would snap like a twig. Despite the dangerous position she was in, she was smiling up at me, milky eyes full of tears that broke free and carved translucent lines in her pale cheeks. "Why are you still here," I snarled, my eyes a breath away from hers. "Because I love you," the answer was expected and a pleasing feeling of control flooded my body. "No matter how many times I hurt her she would look at me with those blank eyes that showed the most emotion I had ever seen, I would never admit it to her but I was quite fond of her. Releasing her throat, I gave her a moment to cough and splutter. Growing impatient, I trailed my fingers down the marks the tears had left. I don't know what love feels like, I don't think I'll ever know, but right now I think I love her the most I ever could love anything. It was a confusing feeling, a feeling that made me want to protect her instead of do her harm, it was my own brand of love. "Go fetch my knife xim," a giddy smile lit up her face, she didn't hesitate in walking he familiar path to my draw of toys. "This one," she asked, a freshly sharpened butcher knife in her hand. "Yes, that one," I smirked, striding over to her.
Casimir, a young serial killer discovers that there's more to life than slaughtering young girls at bars.
**WARNING**18+ AND THERE WILL BE MANY SEASONS
She meets the woman of her dreams...except she was never into women...until now. Love has no boundaries and this dirty lesbian romance proves that. Meet the group, and fall in love with this world of crazy excitement.
One step at a time, I walk toward her. "He kissed me, and I kissed him back. But, in my mind, it was not him I was kissing. He tried hard to sleep with me. I pushed back and said no."
My hands squeeze my keys to the point that I can feel the pain in my palm, but I ignore it. Shaking my head, I scoff again, growing angry and confused at the same time. I do not know what's happening to me.
"I pushed back because all I could think of was you!" I say, wanting to scream at her. "You were the only person on my mind when I was with him. I felt gross and disgusted. But when he kissed me, I saw you and it turned me on. This wave of emotions pushes through me with every press of his lips, because...I saw you in my mind."
My face is growing warmer, and I have to force myself to look away. My ears feel like they are on fire. I am grateful and confused at the same time. My mind seems twisted. I do not understand what is happening to me, or why these emotions are running through me.
She looks at me like I am the crazy one. Her confused look grows. She steps down the two steps and walks toward me. "You are not lying? You truly left him and came home?"
"Yes! Damn it!" My tone is loud and rude.
Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes. I can feel that wild lust or love or whatever the hell you want to call it. It burns madly through me the closer I get to her.
"What did you do to me, Natalia? I have always been able to walk into my house. Tonight, I could not because I was scared to go to my bedroom, because all I could picture was you and me in that damn bed. I'm not supposed to be like this! This is not...damn it!"