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Dead Inside

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"Have you ever known that feeling. That feeling of falling....from the beautiful heights of heaven to the cursing depths of hell.... You try to swim and save yourself , but you drown into the fearful feelings of pain and despair.... You want to scream and call for help but you can't stop crying... because you know. No one will come and save you."

Ailina , meaning An Angel. That's truly what she was... living her life like in heaven, everyday was perfect and full of joy. Tears, sorrow , pain, she never heard of them... She never felt alone and never lost a loved one.... And when a person lives their life in such perfection and bliss, their heart turns into glass. Ready to be shattered and turn them into a person who's alive yet Dead Inside.....
Same is the story of Ailina La Verne.... and her broken life and how another angel comes and fixes it for her, proving that you really can fall in love twice....
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This is an original creation and all rights for this story are reserved so kindly don't steal it!
I don't own any pictures or videos I'll be using in this story. 
I hope you read and enjoy my story and forgive any mistakes or late updates. If you have any questions regarding the story, I welcome you to message me. 
Hope you like it. Detailed plot explanation in the first chapter.
Love, Mary ^_^All Rights Reserved

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