Love My Hate
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Last published Mon, Apr 7, 2014
My love is to be cherished not thrown around like someone's old, unwanted toy. My love is to be rescued from darkness from my Sol Savior. The one who will forever be mine. My love is a kingdom of diamonds and happiness that you cannot simply take away. It must be dug up from its roots and shattered into pieces. Though after this its already in millions of tear-soaked pebbles. When the boy I thought would HAVE to love me because destiny said so and because he was my everything broke me. I thought that: No man is worth your tears, but once you find one that is, he won't make you cry. That is until I found the one who is worth my tears and yet my heart is soaked in loneliness. He has left scars from all the times my heart has split in half. Yet I love him with everything. What do I do to escape? And what happens to me when I hate the pain and soon I hate him? I start to hate him with everything and he's left scared, which is EVERYTHING. Yet I love him. My Love Hate. My Hate Love.
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