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Green Eyes

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Parts 16
Time 1h 21m

Reads 2,243
Votes 60
Parts 16
Time 1h 21m

Mature

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Rowan has been in a relationship with his boyfriend Micah for four years now. It started off wonderfully. Micah was a great boyfriend. Handsome, loving, loyal, protective. What more could you want? But as the years moved steadily forward, problems began to arise. Maybe worse than what others would expect. Rowan acts fine, and tells everyone so, but what's really going on?

Another thing, I am not trying to glamorize any of the issues addressed in this story. If any of the things in this story may trigger you, please don't read.All Rights Reserved

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In Love With Blindfolds On

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