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Fading Disaster

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ana anorexiarecovery bulimia bulimianervosa depression eatingdisorder ed excercise mentalhealth mia recovery romance sad skinny suicidalthoughts teenromance

You want one thing

You will do anything for it 

Even if you die trying....


When your mind becomes a cave of self destruction it can seem like there's no way out. Lana thought her life was normal. She had a roof over her had, clothes on her back and a 'caring' mom and there was food in the table...but one day the food on the table was no longer a desire.....


** TRIGGER WARNING FOR ALL CONTENT **
Eating disorders and suicidal idealization**All Rights Reserved

ana anorexiarecovery bulimia bulimianervosa depression eatingdisorder ed excercise mentalhealth mia recovery romance sad skinny suicidalthoughts teenromance

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Darling & Foster

"I would kill to be skinny," She would always cross her arms and say. So she did what she said, she went killing, but the only person she was killing, was herself. //COMPLETED//