A day without love
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Last published Mon, May 28, 2012
What if you were born not being able to love at all? Does that make you any less human than the rest of us? Does that make you a heartless monster? . . My friend was recently diagnosed with BPD and Bipolar disorder. Now I'm not saying he can't have the feeling of love. But his inability to understand the true feeling of love and not being able to control his extreme impulsive emotions is what doesn't "allow" him to love. And so I wrote this story imagining what it feels like to go through the world seeing things through his eyes.
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I was drowning. I knew that. I also knew that the hands around my throat, pushing me deeper into the river water was the cause. What I didn't know was who was drowning me and why. It hurt thinking. It hurt to do anything right now. But I still screamed under the cold water and pushed the hands away as hard as I could. It didn't have much effect. I fought and fought, but I was getting weaker, and colder. The pain was overbearing. I couldn't breathe. It was the worst pain imaginable; and as the hands that were around my neck were forcibly ripped off by some unknown force, I slipped deeper into the depths of the river. My hair was straight above me along with my arms. My eyes were open and the water burned. A darkness started to pull me under, taking the pain away. I felt a small pressure around my waist, before the darkness completely consumed me. The last thing I remember is thinking, save me.
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