Looking for Heaven
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MatureComplete Mon, May 7, 20181h 17m
Cassidy is a member of the rainbow community. Her mom knows this, but won't acknowledge it, and thinks Cassidy should stick to the black and white part of life, the strictly straight part of life.
Her experiences as a rainbow community member haven't been the best, which is why she is trying to just be black and white, to stick to the straight road where there are no problems and complications.
But the road tends to curve, doesn't it?
***Just a note: the cover image drawing thing is not mine. So whichever rights that should go to that person go to that person. Just had to clear that up.
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