Tempting Reality
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Ongoing5m
Last published Mon, Mar 12, 2018
Have you ever believer in something so strongly, You try showing everyone your right, yet everything seems to be blocking you from that belief?
Have you ever thought everyone would be better off without you around? Like you are just holding them back?
Have you ever realized that leaving could change your life forever? No matter how good or bad the outcome is?
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This is a story about a girl named, Austraya Vow, who also ask these questions daily. Between haunting memories of the past, Unknowing future, and depressive present, she fights to stay around. She hated herself everyday, even without warning. Although she had a prudent side, and that she hides behind her Inept, sparse structure, Shes stronger than she thinks.
As she stuggles to find a viable car to start her adventure after what seemed to be hours of disagreement and battles on who's right, she realizes she has a dilemma. To leave, to stay, or to take her baby sister with her?! It begins to be approaching time to leave, yet quickly grabs a suitcase and backpack full from Amitty's room! Amitty Vow, born on March 21, 2014, at 3 pm. An Aries, Pisces cusp. Austraya Vow, born March 27, 2000, at 11:30 pm. An Aries.
Austraya has dealt with an outrageous, abusive past, yet after running away for months on end, 'A' came back for one reason. She didn't want her baby sister to be mistreated, and abused like what she had to go through. If is wasn't for 'A', Amitty wouldn't have birthday parties, Christmas presents, or even a name!
Austraya hangs onto her last hope of survival from her depressive, suicidal tendencies... Keeping her baby sister happy, loved, and safe. Now the long drive from Oklahoma to Oregon. From the sunny, thunderstorm, past, to a more moist, green, and new environment. Saving herself, and Amitty from an for-shadowing re-laps from the past, that could be good or bad in the end.
Follow 'A', and her sister on a drive of their lives.
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