THE SECTORS - Book 2

Sophia's body leans into the frame of the door, I watch as she takes a breath through her cigarette and blows it out the open window. It looks so calming, yet deadly with nausea causing fumes. She never told me she smoked, she also never told me she had plans to kill, yet both were put into place without my knowledge.
Did those three words mean nothing to her, they meant everything to me, and now she will not talk to me. I understand why she could not answer me, she knew how unlovable she really is. Curling my fists in a weak attempt to release some anger yet everything is so fresh, I know I can only really get over this bull crap I fed myself when I am away from Sophia.
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what makes people think it is okay to touch me?
Every though I thought I could contain becomes a jumbled mess in my head, I want to cry, since I let myself go a few nights ago I have been failing to hold myself together. I cannot tell if the smoke is helping or hurting anymore, but right now the ability to not have it is painful.
But the inability to have i am is worse, and now everyone in a power position wants me dead, this time i have no noble, loving protector.
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This is the second in the series so please go read the first or you will be largely confused

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