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Pull The Trigger

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Time 2h 22m

sweet-potato-mash

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abuse anorexia bothpovs cutting depression gangleader highschool insomnia love lovestory sad suicidalthoughts suicideattempt swearing

Nick is a normal 16 year old kid, well kind of. He hasn't had the best childhood especially since his father is a well known gang leader that got sent to prison when Nick was just 7. Life is about to take a complete 180 turn for better or for worse when he meets Grace.

Grace is an equally normal 15 year old girl. Except for when she starves herself for weeks on end and when she has to hide the scars carefully draped across her skin making words of every spiteful thing she's ever thought or someone has ever said to her.

Both have their fair share of problems, things they'd rather keep a secret. But what happens when they find out each other's deepest darkest secrets and have to learn to trust each other, instead of just themselves.

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This is my first book and I'm super nervous but excited to try and write a book. My parents and teachers like to tell me write what you know, so I did. Obviously it's dramaticized because my life isn't this crazy but most characters are definitely based on me, my friends and my family. 

Hope you enjoy, thank you for giving this book a try!

Disclaimer: There are some triggers in this story I put the main ones in the tags but be careful my beautiful babies!!! ❤️



*Going under serious editing soon*All Rights Reserved

abuse anorexia bothpovs cutting depression gangleader highschool insomnia love lovestory sad suicidalthoughts suicideattempt swearing

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WERE TOO YOUNG <3 by mlayk7

In a big city full of secrets . Teenagers living their life willing god damn it's their last year of high school . But it's all Maxi has ever known fear and honed from a young age to create her reality from her in-wakening dreams nobody can hide though . And run to a whole new place to meet new people that she will be sharing good memories with , Good vibes and quick soul counted a lot . After whole pandemic years full of stress and fear Out of unable to escape Maxi will found a place among the other at the school , will her past return to ruin the one chance he has to leave her life in the shadows "This time she won't trust in something as changeable as love. No, this time she'll have the power to protect herself." Has already lost everything once. And not going to lose again. No matter what the cost. WERE TOO YOUNG to live all that <3

When The Sun Goes Down by itsdanyka

Currently rewriting it so this is the first draft! ꧁꧂ Novaly always loved her calm life. Two lovely parents, a best friend, a passion for soccer, a nice house: she had everything. Until it all came to a crash when her parents died in a fire that burnt down her house. Now, by the end of her 17th year, she is an orphan, counting only on her friends to heal her unexpected bruises. Her friends wished she had a boyfriend, but never she interested herself in having one. It's true, she is a pretty girl. But not pretty enough to have every boy around her like other girls from school. But when her path crosses Ander's, her definition of loving changes. He is rude, a bit of a poetic psycho, sometimes so mysterious she wonders if she really knew him, If he isn't just the fruit of her imagination. But curiously, even after pushing him off every time, they always seem to find their way back to each other. Could this really be love? Or just adrenaline screaming through both of their bodies? Ander seems to know some kind of secret about Novaly, something that could change the way she sees him forever. But will he be bold enough to tell her? Even at the risk of losing her forever? What if this secret he's keeping was the only thing tying both their lives together? ꧁꧂ 𝙷𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚘𝚗! 𝚅𝚘𝚝𝚎, 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎!

Remi Never Smiles ✔️ by thenativityscene

*TRIGGER WARNING* -self-harm, suicide *this'll be kind of like Help Came. If 3 stories doesn't work out, I'll delete this* *I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL. ANY INACCURATE, UNEDUCATED DEPICTIONS OF MENTAL ILLNESS WITHIN DO NOT ALIGN WITH MY CURRENT UNDERSTANDING/PERCEPTION OF THEM. WHILE THERE AREN'T MANY, ANY OFFENSIVE TERMINOLOGY WITHIN ARE NOT A PART OF MY CURRENT VOCABULARY. ALL IN ALL, I WAS A DUMB KID* Remi Higgins never smiles. She used to, but mom and dad started fighting about love, her baby brother stopped sleeping, and people started hating her for a reason unknown to her. She doesn't know how to deal with everyone and everything. Most of her life has been this way until she met Nick, her new best friend. He's suffering from his own issues too. Will he push her deeper into her depression or pull her out when things change? Or will there be someone else to save her instead?

The Popular Boys Best Friend by aussiegrl13

Abigale isn't what you call pretty, or bright. She's average, with the below average schooling . Abi gets bullied for her nerdy appearance, and her high B's. She's the school loser, with one friend, who she loves. Love loves. Only trouble is he lives two hours away and has no idea about the bullying. What happens if he moves to her town? Will they remain just friends? or will they be more? Or will the popular cliché be too good for Nick to resist? Interested to find out? I guess you'll just have to read. I'm Abigale-Grace Dorson and this is my story about friendship, kindness and self love. thanks for looking at this book, I hope you choose to read it. There may only be 10 chapters but they are VERY long

Consume my broken heart by CristinaCools

Grace Stone was fourteen years old when she got raped by three boys from school. It was her word against them, especially when the father of one of them had arranged a solide alibi for the three of them. Even the videotape wasn't enough to put them behind bars. Years pass and Grace didn't accomplish anything in her life. Obviously her family had been suffering as well for many years. Seeing their daughter unhappy and lost made them sad, made them forget they had another daughter as well. The thought of living her life the way she did, made her realize she doesn't want to live like this anymore. Everything evolves around her trauma and she craves salvation. Grace wants to die. She's ready, the pistol pointing into the direction of her head when Aiden, a troubled assasin interrupted her. At first she was angry and dissapointed, but when he starts visiting her regularly an unexpected lovestory blossomed.

ZSEN by nathanielpoirrier

(FINISHED WRITING, BEING REVISED!) An only child, by the name of Nathaniel, has a very unfortunate life. Unpopular, bullied, and outcasted by everyone at school; even his own parents didn't want him! He's miserable... At least that was until his eighteenth birthday where he has the most bizarre encounter. A break-in at his own home from an organization that holds a secret from the entire world! Now, he attempts to find his life's purpose, coming across many friends as well as enemies, many obstacles, great pain, deep love, and important life lessons. It's up to him to decide whether or not he's the one in control of his own life. !!!CAUTION!!! IF YOU ARE ONE TO READ BOOKS BY THE LAST CHAPTER TO SEE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, CHAPTERS TOWARD THE END OF THIS BOOK CONTAIN HUGE SPOILERS THAT MAY RUIN OR ALTER THE DESIRED EXPERIENCE AND ENJOYMENT AND IF YOU STILL WISH TO READ THE LAST CHAPTER I SUGGEST CHAPTER 53! Info of my writing style and this book: • This book is written from the first-person point of view. Everything he thinks about; everything you read, will be the exact moment of everything that's happening. When Nathaniel gets cut off and interrupted, his thoughts will be interrupted as well. • I'll put seven periods to indicate a change in the scene; to show that time has passed since the last scene. • Bolded names are important characters to Nathaniel and the story • This book contains vulgar and sometimes erotic descriptive language. • This book is targeted toward a young adult audience.

Abigail by hmarieh1218

(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.

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Cheers To Puberty by suiker

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Secret Mind ✓ by sadlyish

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