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Pull The Trigger

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abuse anorexia bothpovs cutting depression gangleader highschool insomnia love lovestory sad suicidalthoughts suicideattempt swearing

Nick is a normal 16 year old kid, well kind of. He hasn't had the best childhood especially since his father is a well known gang leader that got sent to prison when Nick was just 7. Life is about to take a complete 180 turn for better or for worse when he meets Grace.

Grace is an equally normal 15 year old girl. Except for when she starves herself for weeks on end and when she has to hide the scars carefully draped across her skin making words of every spiteful thing she's ever thought or someone has ever said to her.

Both have their fair share of problems, things they'd rather keep a secret. But what happens when they find out each other's deepest darkest secrets and have to learn to trust each other, instead of just themselves.

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This is my first book and I'm super nervous but excited to try and write a book. My parents and teachers like to tell me write what you know, so I did. Obviously it's dramaticized because my life isn't this crazy but most characters are definitely based on me, my friends and my family. 

Hope you enjoy, thank you for giving this book a try!

Disclaimer: There are some triggers in this story I put the main ones in the tags but be careful my beautiful babies!!! ❤️



*Going under serious editing soon*All Rights Reserved

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