I'm Still Me
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Last published Sun, Jul 15, 2018
Harvey Johnson was that kid. The one who had everything. The one who could make a girl drop to her knees for him. The one who had the beautiful house on a hill. The one that would never be messed with. The one who went to church every Sunday.
The one who was screaming inside his head. The one who put on a mask in front of others. The one who hides dresses in his closet. The one with cuts under his sleeves. The one who yells at the sky above him.
The one everyone thought was perfect,
is screaming for his own sanity to come back to him.
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Rank #111 in guyxguy on 5/12/18
Rank #55 in comingoutofthecloset on 5/13/18
Rank #85 in crossdressing on 7/15/18
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Hey guys! Author here! I just wanted to say to those who decide to read this book, that the romance is NOT the main focus of the story. Although it's the final conclusion, the story is about Harvey's way of trying to deal with his life.
Thanks for choosing to read this story!
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