My life with my new moms

"No one thought that this day will come early, just like any typical movie it's raining while we are being saying our goodbyes to Emma.

Emma Di Marzo was an incredible women, friend and mother. She always cared for others and wanted them to be happy she helps all of us here in some way even if we don't know it, that was her way of doing things without anyone knowing..."

After that I zone out, if I'm being honest I don't know how I could hear all the beautiful speech Aunty Amari gave at the funeral maybe it was because I couldn't cry anymore and I couldn't be little in moments like these or the fact I haven't slip in a week, but right now I was thankful to have Skye holding my hand and Aunt Spencer is holding me tight even if I'm not sure if she's holding me because she thinks I need it or because she need it. Mama was really close with Aunt Spencer they have known each other since they were like 10 so I know this was hard for her too.

They came as soon as they could but they only manage to come last night, one day before the burial, Skye came two day earlier because she was closer she had just finish a meeting in Miami for the Summer Fashion Show of the new line that Mama finish a few weeks ago.

Right now, I feel like this is the coldest March I have encounter in the East Coast of the United States and I'm not sure if it is because we are in the cemetery or the fact that four days ago I lost not only my best friend but also my Mama, she was young with only 28 years old and the fact that there is no explanation for her dead or the fact that little me found her in her bed giving no response.

Tomorrow is going to be a thought day, is the reading of the will and I must be there also thanking god Aunty Amari, Aunt Spencer and Skye are going with me, not only to be there for me but also because they must be present; two more persons are going to be with us too but I don't know who they are. I just hope that everything goes right.