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I Feel Empty(Kim Namjoon)

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This story talks about eating disorders, suicide, and death.  If these things trigger you, then I advise you to skip this story. (The plot kinda gets confusing and a little out of order but that's ok)

"Fat" is all that the haters have been calling Namjoon on Twitter. "Fat monster" "fatty". Namjoon tries to forget it, but he can't. He can't deal with The pain. He can't deal with The fact that he has  suicidal thoughts. And with all the nightmares he has been having he is really suffering. Yet the other members have no idea what's
 he's really going through.

Started. March 2018
Ended. June. 2018
 ⚠️ i started this story when i was 12/13 so it's kinda bad and the grammar is kinda ehhh so it's kinda bad and doesn't have much of a GOOD plot line so yea 


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