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Euphoric but Empty

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Reads 615
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Parts 23
Time 1h 11m

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This is my first fanfic I ever attempted writing so I'm sorry it sucks

Dan has a bad life and is constantly looking for the positive and usually comes up short... Until Phil. Dan is believed to be a grumpy badass by most. There is some truth to that. But, under the surface he is a sweet and happy guy. Phil has a happy life but can never seem to find true happiness... Until Dan. Phil uses the illusion of happiness to hide the true darkness within him. When the two have a chance encounter, their lives change forever. Phil colors Dan's world in ways he never thought possible. And Phil realized that maybe he didn't need to hide.

Triggers: attempted suicide, depression, and boyxboy (is that a trigger?)All Rights Reserved

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