before and now

Before and now

/ Before /

-I wanted to be better for her. I really wanted to be better. From the moment I met her, to the memory of losing her, and my brother appeared. She never gave up on me. I had to leave. I should have forgotten her, but I could not put my life in danger. She loved me and it killed her with me.

/ Now /

I took the phone in my hands and dialed his number.

I knew I did not have to call him. I knew we were not together. I knew it.

But, I had a terrible dream, and I needed to hear his voice. I needed to hear it.

"Why did you call me so late?" I looked at the watch and it was really late, it was 3 at night. Is everything okay? He whispered, obviously not alone

"I was Eric and I just wanted to hear you.

"I also dreamed you of Catherine, but when I woke you, you were not here.

Is it there?

-On the other room. Ah, does he know you're calling me?

-No, he does not know.

We talked a little longer, and with tears I closed the phone.