7 boys over 1 heart

My life was happier when i met them .The 7nee1 group band. i know my job is hard but now its hard to give up. i do not treat them as my co-workers because they are more important now in my life. we have had a lot of problems. but we did not give up.
but the day came to change everything. being comfortable with one another has been replaced by mutual affiliation .the formerly being a family member, is now a rival. the woman they love kissing in the forehead, now they want to kiss her lips.
a azalea jewille gonzales that they consider to be sister, mother, friend, teacher. doctor, now they want to court, make a princess, marry and become queen of their lives.

should I blame myself? if my heart is just for someone? but will I accept when he's already falling with another one?without even telling him I love him? probably not. I can not avoid it, do not believe it, do not believe that he already found someone. I cannot really figure out why did he have to reject me.
why did you forget me? how are you lost in my world? in my arms? I do not want to believe it even if I'm going to have a fact that you're gone. I know I am being selfish.

But you'll gong to be mine until the day I die.