Yashiro rapes Satoru 15 years before he falls into his coma. "So this is what it feels like to die... slowly going numb until, white spots covering your vision. Mom... Kenya, Kayo, Hiromi, Kazu, and Usamo..." Gomenasai... (I suck at writing summaries.) (The chapter titles are in Swedish but the language for the fic is English.) ORIGINALLY POSTED AT: Ao3 CREDIT GOES TO THE ARTIST.