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Imperfect Fear

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Parts 19
Time 3h 38m

dystopian failure fear freedom imperfect sciencefiction war

Second book in the Imperfect Trilogy

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&quot;Don't let yourself fall like she did Mae. We don't need another victim of depression.&quot; 
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Maedana. It is a name that is spreading throughout the Complex like wildfire. With her name, a letter is spread as well. A letter that can provoke more rebellion than a hundred deaths. 

F

F meant many things, but the meanings were all different. To some, it meant freedom. To some, it meant hope that there was life if you escaped. 
But not to Mae. To her, F means one thing only. Failure. 
But in the darkness of recent events, Mae is rethinking her grade, the black F tattooed to her shoulder. 

It no longer meant failure. It meant fear. 

But it seems that she will have to deal with the fear, because rebel numbers are growing in the complex, and war is just around the corner. 

Has Mae trusted the wrong people? How many secrets doesn't she know?
How can she save herself from this imperfect war?All Rights Reserved

dystopian failure fear freedom imperfect sciencefiction war

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Dark Past: Abuse- Anakin & Ahsoka

Ahsoka has always been subject to miserable abuse by her classmates. Whether they beat her, taunt her, or set her up for trouble, the torment never stops; and her torturers are never fully satisfied. Her life, however, is about to take an ominous turn- when Jedi Knight Anakin Skywalker decides he'll take her as his Padawan. A demeaning youngling becomes an enemy, as her untold stories lay a path of destruction for both Ahsoka and the Jedi... Will her secrets surface, and rear their ugly head? Or will they stay buried forever, as she plays herself as a sweet but snarky Togruta with an even sweeter life? Thanko, thanko, for reading this book ^^