Imperfect Fear
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  • Reads 1,845
  • Votes 92
  • Parts 19
  • Time 3h 38m
Ongoing, First published Mar 29, 2014
Second book in the Imperfect Trilogy

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"Don't let yourself fall like she did Mae. We don't need another victim of depression." 
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Maedana. It is a name that is spreading throughout the Complex like wildfire. With her name, a letter is spread as well. A letter that can provoke more rebellion than a hundred deaths. 

F

F meant many things, but the meanings were all different. To some, it meant freedom. To some, it meant hope that there was life if you escaped. 
But not to Mae. To her, F means one thing only. Failure. 
But in the darkness of recent events, Mae is rethinking her grade, the black F tattooed to her shoulder. 

It no longer meant failure. It meant fear. 

But it seems that she will have to deal with the fear, because rebel numbers are growing in the complex, and war is just around the corner. 

Has Mae trusted the wrong people? How many secrets doesn't she know?
How can she save herself from this imperfect war?
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