My Screwed Up Life

My whole life my parents always said there was a god way up there in the heavens that created us, so I always believed I was Christian, but now I'm older and I realized how can I be Christian if I don't believe in this God. Sorry Christians I'm not trying to insult your religion I'm just saying I'm not a believer personally, sorry if I offended you.....
This is basically my journal which you might not find that interesting but I don't even care I just need to get my thoughts out okay?