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Not So Perfect Jude (ON HOLD)

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He lurks in and out of sanity. He will hide behind his fake mask masquerade. He is Jude Grey, and no, he isnt completely okay. There is war going on in his mind, a war of *mania* and *depression*, this is a war like no other, this war will never end, not until all the leaves of the oblivious tree will fall.
Iora Ashbell, can't stand seeing her friend this way, she just can't..
Walk with Iora, through Jude's dark back stories, and his fearful thoughts, as he tries to make him better. No matter how cliche she may sound, she needs to fix him, heal made.... Give him a new state of mind.
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