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Slowly Dying

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How could Ethan Dolan unravel my constant universe in just one day?

When he smiles an unexpected warmth rushes through me, like a wave of warmth pulls me under its embrace and every inch of me is saturated in love, love for him. I quickly brush away these romantic thoughts realizing he couldn't even be mine no matter how much I wanted him to. 

I have cancer and he his the most popular boy at this school, we can't be together no matter if we wanted to or not.

That's just how it works, sadly.All Rights Reserved

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The Player's Happy Ever After by debrock16

Ethan Lane was your typical player. He was smooth, handsome, manly, successful and a total chick magnet. Women loved him and men wanted to be him. He had a steady stream of girlfriends in his past but always craved for more on the side. He could never be faithful or satisfied. He only knew how to live dangerously pleasing only himself as no one else mattered. The idea of finding 'the one' was nothing but bull he didn't believe in love or romance. He came from a broken family where promises and words meant nothing only actions. Having moved out of home at 15 Ethan knew he could only ever rely on himself and no one else. Lauren Contini was studying Business at Uni full time with a part time job on the side. She was naturally gorgeous, smart, funny, intelligent but naive & innocent. She'd only had serious monogamous relationships in the past with a string of guys always willing to be her 'friend'. She was an 'it' girl at Uni and pretty much had it all planned out where her life was going. With a huge family to support her every move she was very much loved. Despite her wealthy family she was down to earth and humble, she planned to make her own wealth and wanted to be financially independent. So what happens when these two worlds collide. Polar opposites in so many ways but the attraction is undeniable. Can they get their happy ending? ~~~~~~~~~~ Copyright © 2015 by Debbie Brock All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. So basically, copy my work, and I'll hunt you down. :) ~~~~~~ Cover made by the amazing: @halle_is_a_wolf

Him by dolansdose

Gay love story. Ethan discovers a new side of him self after becoming closer with his favorite supporter. Is it innocent love, or is it something more? He's everything he's always wanted, he's the everything he's always had. (Side note, this is a story I wrote back when Ethan had followed me on Instagram in late 2016. I just recently found it in my notes & thought it was intriguing so I figured I would share it since i actually like the writing I did in this. I wrote it in first person so a lot of the emotions are real and some of the situations I talk about are things that actually happened in real life. So yeah, hope you enjoy 💙)

A smile can cover up a lot by tragicc80s

⚠️ WARNING: Mentions of suicide and self harm are in this book! If that triggers you, DO NOT READ!¡ ⚠️ ~Ethan has been depressed since their dads diagnosis with cancer however he doesn't like to talk about his feelings and decides to keep it to himself which doesn't do him any good~ "Why can't I just die?" "Because I'd be pretty sad if you did." "No you wouldn't, no one would..." WARNING: TERRIBLY WRITTEN. THIS WAS MADE WHEN I WAS NEW TO WATTPAD PLEASE DONT JUDGE MY RECENT WORKS ON THIS Started: Jan.23.17 // 5:48pm-6:36pm Ended: Mar.6.17 // 11:27pm-12:56am

I want you, only you | g.d by adepressedbihh

She was happy she had everything she could want.she had friends, her best friend that she secretly like.but once she started high school everything changed.she was no longer herself,she felt lonely and was no longer confident.until she met someone that slowly brought light back to her life. - "Can't you see Grayson!! I don't want him anymore....I want you, only you"

Then there's you by dolanpancakes_

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GO AWAY [ Grayson Dolan Fanfic ] by Kickurass

"Go away." I murmured. "What was that?" he mocked. Staring deep into my eyes, he took another step closer. "W-what are you doing?" I stuttered, I was trapped while he knew his every step. "Can you please just put on a shirt?" "Do you really want me to?" he smirked. "Uh-I.." I couldn't think straight, he closed the gap between us until we were pressed together. "I don't think you really do, love." he whispered in my ear as he trailed kisses from my ear down my jaw. I closed my eyes, unable to resist anymore. "You won't win. Not at this, I won't let you." I struggled to say. "The thing is, I don't lose to anybody, not even you." his eyes blazed. Well, we'll see about that Grayson

Hospital Room 48 by L0veLikeHate

An Ethan Dolan Fan fiction Lauren has cancer. She's been told she has a year left. She has given up on her life and is waiting to die. When she gets moved into hospital room 48, she has a new roommate, Ethan Dolan. Ethan manages to inspire Lauren to live every day like it's the last. Together they count down the days for Lauren to live. From night snorkelling to cliff jumping to riding horses on the beach at night, Ethan and Lauren experience life as two teenagers dying from cancer.

CARNIVORE [MxM+] by redeyesofg59

{MxMxMxM} "I'm everything I can't be, and I hate it. But I can't do anything about the situation I'm in, so I'll have to deal with it. " .... Tycho Black was struggling with a few things in his life with no one to save him but himself. He didn't really care though, considering it was easy to block out unwanted things. Whether it was thoughts, physical or emotional pain, or anything else- at the end of the day none of it mattered to him. He didn't care that he could possibly feel some sick attraction to men, even though he had never felt attraction before. He didn't care about going home and being met with nothing but fear. And he certainly didn't care about Alexei Abbots or the other older and mysterious men Alexei was associated with. Alexei in particular, though, was just a little weasel that wouldn't leave his mind. He thought he could block him out like every other person, like every other male that made him think in such a bad way. But somehow, for the first time, he couldn't force himself to forget the expression on the boy's face when his fist collided roughly with his jaw. ~ Alexei Abbots was happy. Really, really happy. He was open, free, and accepted by the two best women he had ever met who completely turned his life around. Not only was he welcomed with open arms by his two mothers, but he was also met with the arms of two men he had a mutual fondness for: Riley Worthright and Xavier Mendoza. He was on top of the world, and his not-so-gentle past wouldn't change that. Neither would Tycho Black, the aggressive bully on campus who seemed to get off on being a homophobic a-hole.

Falling for Grayson Dolan by imwithwriter

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ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) by Jeanne_Wolf

"Leo pinned me against the wall with his hips; his hands gently gripping my wrists, keeping my arms above my head against the cool brick behind me. His beautiful, hazy blue eyes -that had turned straight quicksilver, again- were filled with such an intense, carnal desire I couldn't even look into them, so I looked over his shoulder. I saw a small group of kids from the group standing out by their cars who would easily be able to see what we were doing...or at least what Leo was doing to me. At that moment, my mind started wandering to all the things that I could be doing to him right now...but I stopped that train of thought, immediately, as it started heading to all the wrong places... All the dirty places... All of those places involving a very hard part of my body... I glanced back at Leo; his gaze was still as intense as it was before (unfortunately). He smirked at me and said confidently, "You can't ignore me forever, Ethan. You're eventually gonna fall for my charms..." Ethan Carter was focused on 2 things. 1. School (obviously) and 2. Getting over ex (it's proving to be, harder than he thought), but now he has to add dying to that list, and suddenly having feelings for a boy (which has happened once before, but Ethan tries to forget it). Leo Malone makes Ethan feel things he's never felt for another guy. Leo's sweet, patient, and understanding, the only problem is, he's a guy. Ethan tries to ignore the fact that his heart flutters every time he sees Leo, or that he can't ever stop thinking about him; but if having cancer has taught him one thing, it's that, "You have to live in the present, as you may not have a future."

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