Slowly Dying
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Last published Wed, Aug 15, 2018
How could Ethan Dolan unravel my constant universe in just one day?
When he smiles an unexpected warmth rushes through me, like a wave of warmth pulls me under its embrace and every inch of me is saturated in love, love for him. I quickly brush away these romantic thoughts realizing he couldn't even be mine no matter how much I wanted him to.
I have cancer and he his the most popular boy at this school, we can't be together no matter if we wanted to or not.
That's just how it works, sadly.
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