How could Ethan Dolan unravel my constant universe in just one day? When he smiles an unexpected warmth rushes through me, like a wave of warmth pulls me under its embrace and every inch of me is saturated in love, love for him. I quickly brush away these romantic thoughts realizing he couldn't even be mine no matter how much I wanted him to. I have cancer and he his the most popular boy at this school, we can't be together no matter if we wanted to or not. That's just how it works, sadly.