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Alexandra Carter was a normal girl. 

Nah cut the crap. 

She was insane. 

To some who knew her she was Alexandra Carter, close cousin to Sharon Carter. But to most she was 'Prisoner: 37752'. No one is allowed in her cell. She can't even have a psychiatrist anymore because her other one, Mrs. Wick, is dead. Alexandra convinced her to commit suicide. 



And then there is Bucky Barnes, a wanted Assassin. Plain and simple. 

What's not so simple is what happens after they meet. 



Post: 'Civil war' and 'Thor Ragnarok'

(In this book instead of Loki becoming one of the good guys, when he gets thrown out of the bifrost, by Hela, he goes back to Thanos and gets another task. And Bucky never went back into Cryo.) 

[inconsistent updates]

ALL RIGHTS GO TO MARVEL. EXCEPT FOR ALEXANDRA CARTER AND ANY PLOT OF MY OWN!


7/31/18      #730 in the 'Sebastian' category. 

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8/12/18     #234 in the 'stan' category.All Rights Reserved

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$Loki Laufeyson - The Experiment {1} by Emily_LokisOne$

B12. That was what HYDRA had called her ever since she had been snatched from her parent's grasps at the young age of 4. She had been experimented on, tortured and pushed to her limits for so long that she was beginning to forgotten her old life. One where she had been normal, a life without fear, without misery, without the monster living inside her. But her whole world changed when the God of Mischief discovered her in her white-tiled cell. Upon accidently being found by Loki and the Avengers, B12, also known as Emily, finally has another shot at living a normal life. A mostly normal life. Her powers make it difficult for anything to be normal. As well as having Loki Laufeyson as a friend. Or possibly more than a friend. -.-.-.- Nobody has ever wanted to help me before." I whispered. "They had always hurt me or been afraid of me. I've never had anyone how wanted to... I don't know, be friends with me." "I know how that feels." Loki said quietly. "I've never had any friends. Everyone always wanted to be friends with my brother instead of me. He got all the attention, while I was forgotten about. Sometimes, I would come across that one person who became a friend, but then they would meet my brother and leave me to be friends with him instead" He fell silent, jaw clenched, and I couldn't help place a comforting hand on his wrist. "I promise I won't leave you." I smiled softly. -.-.-.- I do not own any of the Marvel characters in this book except for Emily. All ideas are purely my own. -.-.-.- WARNINGS: This books contains heavy scenes, such as torture, mental health issues, violent scenes and includes coarse language. -.-.-.- HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 Shield - 7.3.23 #1 HydraExperiment - 7.3.23 #1 Avengers - 8.4.23 #1 Powers - 8.4.23 #1 Wintersoldier - 8.4.23 #1 Bucky - 8.4.23 #1 hydra - 8.4.23 #13 lokilaufeyson - 26.11.23 #1 loki - 3.12.23 #26 captain America - 8.11.23 #26 marvel - 20.02.24 #3 Lokiodinson - 23.11.23 #1 brucebanner - 26.11.23

$Loki Laufeyson - Saviour {2} by Emily_LokisOne$

Having been taken into the Avengers only a year ago and surviving her kidnapped by HYDRA, Emily had finally felt like she had a place to belong and she is slowly feeling accepted. She has managed to control her powers it feels like everything in her screwed-up life is slowly piecing itself back together. But HYDRA has different plans, they want their project back because their client is becoming impatient, and they will do anything to try and retrieve what is theirs. But the constant fear of HYDRA taking her back and controlling her life again, as well as hurting those she loves, is taking a toll on Emily as she battles with her inner demons. -.-.-.- "Things won't ever be normal for us Em." Tony smiled, clearly struggling to keep his voice steady as he hopped off his chair to kneel in front of me, taking my scarred hands in his rough ones. "Having you in our lives makes it more of an adventure. We wouldn't ever want you to leave, you are one of us okay? You're like a daughter to me, to all of us - hey, why are you crying?" "I'm sorry." I sniffled, roughly wiping the tears off my cheeks before I let him wrap me up in a hug. "I just never felt like belonged anywhere before and to hear you say that... it just means a lot to me." "Well, it's true Emily." Bruce smiled back as he put his hand on my shoulder as I kept my head buried into Tony's chest, saturating his shirt with my tears. "So don't ever think otherwise, okay?" -.-.-.- I do not own any of the Marvel characters in this book except for Emily. All ideas are purely my own. -.-.-.- WARNINGS: This books contains violence, severe mental health issues (including suicide) and coarse language that a certain Steve Rogers wouldn't approve of. -.-.-.- HIGHEST RANKINGS: #2 hydraexperiment - 23.01.24 #4 adoptedbyavengers - 23.01.23

KillSwitch ─ s. rogers ✓ by vantassels

unbeknownst to steve rogers, when he went into the ice, he left behind a daughter with peggy carter. ten-year-old alexandra carter disappeared off the face of the earth in 1956, kidnapped by hydra in an attempt to replicate the super serum with her blood. when that plan failed, they turned her into an assassin known only as killswitch. when fragments of her past come back to her during the fall of hydra, killswitch is alone and confused in a modern world she doesn't know how to navigate. in the process of researching who alexandra carter, she stumbles upon leaked hydra/s.h.i.e.l.d. files revealing that captain america, the man she fought just yesterday, is her father. by chance, the two of them meet again at peggy carter's nursing home. steve is just as surprised as alex was to discover that he's her father, but he's got a one in a quadrillion chance to connect with his still-teenage daughter nearly 70 years after leaving her. he's not going to miss it this time. ★★★ (post-tfa + post-ca:tws) (steve rogers) (posted in tandem with always okay)

ALWAYS || Sequel to BUCKY ✔️ by lilyroselilac24

Bucky Barnes had found refuge on a small farm in Montana two years ago. It was there that the Winter Soldier seemed to disappear from his mind and Bucky was able to be himself again. He fell in love with a young woman. Ray introduced him into a world of acceptance and love. She showed him that he deserved to be happy. Of course, HYDRA wouldn't truly let go of their Winter Solider. And after certain events led to his and Ray's capture, and they found refuge in Wakanda, Bucky decided that his best option was to go back under until they could completely wipe The Winter Solider from his mind. All that was a year ago. Ray had spent that year on the run with Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, and Natasha Romanoff, all while wondering when it would be time fo bring Bucky back to life. But when Ray suddenly and randomly falls ill, they have no choice but to return to Wakanda and bring him to life. Their only hope in saving Ray's life is finding the man that's hidden so well from the world. | Somewhat AU Bucky B. fan fiction | || I do not own any of the Marcel characters ||

epiphany. (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by gingerthestormwitch

Part One of the "No Tricks" Trilogy. Sergeant James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes AKA The Winter Soldier doesn't remember much of his past. You are a former SHIELD intelligence analyst with a troubled past who seeks to help him uncover it. What you don't expect is to fall in love along the way. (Bucky Barnes x Reader). Setting: After CA:TWS until/during/after CA:CW - 2014 - 2016. NOTE: As the events of this book take place over two years, there will be multiple time skips/jumps in order for the story to progress without getting boring or repetitive. Just a heads up if that's not your jam. My OC belongs to me, anything associated with Marvel doesn't; I just use them as my playthings. NOTE: This story is for people 18+. There are mature themes explored in this story including but not limited to: suicide, violence, trauma, and graphic sex. There are warnings above each chapter, but just forewarning you. If you are under 18+, I'd suggest you find something else to read: 1) I don't want to corrupt you. 2) I don't need angry parents/guardians coming for me. But ultimately I can't stop you if you do decide to read this story.

I Missed You (Bucky x Reader) by hollandersstans

You're a 25-year-old girl living in Brooklyn along with your childhood best friends Steve and Bucky, and you're working at the SSR with your cousin Peggy Carter. However, you wanted to be more than just a friend to Bucky, and what you didn't know was that he felt the same... You and Steve become America's golden duo after taking the super soldier serum and when destiny deals its cards you end up waking up 70 years later to a completely different New York along with Steve. How will everything work out when you find out that the love of your life who you thought dead is in fact alive? This story is going to follow the MCU's timeline for most part, and it will include the Avengers eventually. PS: I don't own any of the Marvel characters in this story, just doing this for fun. [Book cover made by Sardingus on instagram.]

Home is Where You Are (Steve Rogers/Captian America)(MCU) by alexabright6

Elizabeth Maeve Barnes is the younger sister of James Buchanan Barnes, better known as Bucky to his 17-year-old sister and best friend, Steve Rogers. For her, she has aspired to be a soldier like the two young men but being a girl in the 1940s who was only seen fit to live at home and make a man happy, her dream seemed ludicrous. But, that changed after her long-time crush became Captain America and her brother died. She was recruited to stop Hitler with Steve before he disappeared into the ice. She didn't know what to do after until Peggy Carter told her she could take a replica super-soldier serum but with the price of being preserved in ice overtime and only allowed out to complete missions for S.H.E.I.L.D. Or so, that's what she thought. Fast forward to 66 years later and she is let out for the thirteenth time to ease the found alive Steve. Their old feelings for each other begin to rekindle as they face the many enemies of the world with The Avengers and discover something they thought they lost a long time ago. DISCLAIMER: I do not own the MCU characters, only Elizabeth Maeve Barnes.

Forever My Soldier by HavenSea3

Bucky. That's all Steve wanted and needed in his life. Before the war, during, and even after, all Steve wanted was his solider. His Bucky. After the fall of S.H.I.E.L.D. Steve kept trying to find Bucky to bring him home. Everyone was against this idea but Steve didn't care. Finally after an internal fight, Bucky appears at Steve's door step. Does Steve get his man back? Or will he lose Bucky forever? Join these two soldiers as they fight against Hydra while trying to fight for their love. PUBLISHING DATE: 2/3/22 ENDING DATE: TBD ⚠️⚠️WARNING!!! Mature Content (Smut chapter will have **), violence, and strong language. I do not own any of the Marvel characters or plot line of the MCU. I only own my twist of this story! Enjoy!

Soul Stealer ~ (A Bucky Barnes Love Story) by KealaLeilani

The fall of SHIELD and decimation of HYDRA was only the beginning. The history you thought you knew was a lie. Bucky Barnes may have escaped from HYDRA, but he didn't do it alone. He went back for a woman he barely remembers, but somehow can't forget. She's the secret everyone would die to possess. Hidden in plain sight until the day she disappeared without a trace. She's been a prisoner for longer than she's been alive, but she's done hiding. Thrust into the middle of a war they never wanted and forced to run from enemies and friends alike the only people they can trust are each other. Can two broken souls find peace or will the enemy they've been fighting their whole lives destroy them once and for all? The world may fear The Winter Solider, but they've never faced a threat like the Soul Stealer. (Bucky Barnes x OFC) ~ While some parts of this story may roughly follow the movies in the MCU there will be major cannon divergence. Hope you enjoy! I don't own/have rights to the MCU or any of its characters. However, the characters and plot lines I've created are my own. Please do not plagiarize.

Back to Barnes // the winter soldier by alasbabyllon

Get him out of Gehenna. Get him to Shield. He's your prisoner. He's your responsibility. Don't form a soft spot for him. Don't become the hero here. Don't take his place. Don't let them take you. Don't fall in love with him. You're going to get yourself killed. He's not worth it. // Takes place directly after CA:TWS // //featured on the official Wattpad fanfiction account // //#21 in Winter Soldier// //Don't be mean to Maisie. That's not welcome here.// // If you like my work and feel that higher education costs too much, please consider sending me $1 through cash app I love you $emllyjoyce//

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Loki Laufeyson - The Experiment {1}

B12. That was what HYDRA had called her ever since she had been snatched from her parent's grasps at the young age of 4. She had been experimented on, tortured and pushed to her limits for so long that she was beginning to forgotten her old life. One where she had been normal, a life without fear, without misery, without the monster living inside her. But her whole world changed when the God of Mischief discovered her in her white-tiled cell. Upon accidently being found by Loki and the Avengers, B12, also known as Emily, finally has another shot at living a normal life. A mostly normal life. Her powers make it difficult for anything to be normal. As well as having Loki Laufeyson as a friend. Or possibly more than a friend. -.-.-.- Nobody has ever wanted to help me before." I whispered. "They had always hurt me or been afraid of me. I've never had anyone how wanted to... I don't know, be friends with me." "I know how that feels." Loki said quietly. "I've never had any friends. Everyone always wanted to be friends with my brother instead of me. He got all the attention, while I was forgotten about. Sometimes, I would come across that one person who became a friend, but then they would meet my brother and leave me to be friends with him instead" He fell silent, jaw clenched, and I couldn't help place a comforting hand on his wrist. "I promise I won't leave you." I smiled softly. -.-.-.- I do not own any of the Marvel characters in this book except for Emily. All ideas are purely my own. -.-.-.- WARNINGS: This books contains heavy scenes, such as torture, mental health issues, violent scenes and includes coarse language. -.-.-.- HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 Shield - 7.3.23 #1 HydraExperiment - 7.3.23 #1 Avengers - 8.4.23 #1 Powers - 8.4.23 #1 Wintersoldier - 8.4.23 #1 Bucky - 8.4.23 #1 hydra - 8.4.23 #13 lokilaufeyson - 26.11.23 #1 loki - 3.12.23 #26 captain America - 8.11.23 #26 marvel - 20.02.24 #3 Lokiodinson - 23.11.23 #1 brucebanner - 26.11.23