My name is Joey Graceffa, and Shane Dawson turned me full out gay. That's it. That's all my life has really become. My life was semi normal. Wake up, make a video, go back to bed and hope i don't get nightmares. "Why would I, Joey Graceffa, get nightmares?" You may ask. I have an amazing crush, best friend, career in Youtube, decent body, and a group of people around me that i can trust. Except i have a little problem. My crush and best friend are siblings with a history. A deep, dark history. How can i choose one over the other? There are two different loves that i feel for Shane, my crush; and Izzy, my best friend. One is the best friend love. The feeling of content, trust, and comfort. Then there's true love. The feeling of lust, romance, adornment, and happiness. But there's just one catch in this game of love. You never leave love behind.
Even as Joey's past comes back to haunt him, the future taunts him, and the present tests him, will he finally find inner peace and true love?
Jamie is happy with life, he has everything under control and every day is the same, just like he wants it. He is a loner by choice, girlfriends and friends are overrated. Or so he thinks.
But when the new co-worker starts to hit on him it all starts to crumble. The co-worker is sexy as hell, confident and totally out of his league. And a guy.
This starts a journey into new aspects of life. To learn how to let go of control, to embrace the darkest desires without fear. And to fall in love with someone that calls you kitten.
*The sequel is out - Make me beg*
https://www.wattpad.com/story/293369610-make-me-beg
== Links ==
All socials, and spotify playlist is on my profile!
== Disclaimer ==
# This is a boy x boy story
# Contains explicit language and content (+18!!)
# Contains acts of BDSM, so if you're not into that, beware (those chapters will begin with a warning)
== Rankings ==
Jul 19 2022: #20 IN #ROMANCE
Nov 29 2021: #1 IN #GAYROMANCE
Oct 24 2021: #1 IN #MXM
Oct 22 2021: #29 IN #BOYXBOY
Oct 10 2021: #3 IN #GAYLOVE
(and I apologise for any misspelled words and incorrect grammar ^o^ )