The Trouble With Love (SHOEY Fanfic) DISCONTINUED

My name is Joey Graceffa, and Shane Dawson turned me full out gay. That's it. That's all my life has really become. My life was semi normal. Wake up, make a video, go back to bed and hope i don't get nightmares. "Why would I, Joey Graceffa, get nightmares?" You may ask. I have an amazing crush, best friend, career in Youtube, decent body, and a group of people around me that i can trust. Except i have a little problem. My crush and best friend are siblings with a history. A deep, dark history. How can i choose one over the other? There are two different loves that i feel for Shane, my crush; and Izzy, my best friend. One is the best friend love. The feeling of content, trust, and comfort. Then there's true love. The feeling of lust, romance, adornment, and happiness. But there's just one catch in this game of love. You never leave love behind.
Even as Joey's past comes back to haunt him, the future taunts him, and the present tests him, will he finally find inner peace and true love?