I Hate Love
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Last published Sun, Aug 2, 2020
"If I love him today, and hate him tomorrow, is that still showing too much affection?"
Oakley Harris is a young woman in city of New York. She loves podcasts and gelato. At the ripe age of 32, she carries an extensive background of failed relationships. Those relationships ended for various of reasons. Abuse was a primary one. Unwilling to learn to love for the trillionth time, Shay builds a wall of isolation around herself. Remorseful and unwilling to accept love. She fears that she will be broken once again.
There's a new show on the air. This man calls himself, "The Love Doctor." Day after day he spews out advice on love. The city of New York has never been so peaceful. Will Shay be able to follow the trend, or will she be the only New Yorker still carrying a broken heart?
⚠️TW: Abuse and Sexual Assault⚠️
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"You have no idea how badly I want to make love to you," he responds with a shake of his head. "I love you so much," he continues and my heart melts. "I love you," I whisper back. "Okay, I'm going to make love to you now, Angel. It will hurt a little, so let me know if it hurts too much," he says and leans down to kiss me. "I'll be gentle," he tells me. Keeping his eyes locked on mine he shifts his hips forward slightly and enters inside of me. My mouth widens as he enters, and I feel a slight pinch. He was right, it does hurt, but it's not terrible. "Christ! You're the sun!" he calls out. I watch his face crumble. He buries his face in my neck and then he's above me again, his hands on my cheeks again. ... For 20 year old Alison Scott, love was never something she deemed herself worthy of. Not until he came along. With his tousled brown hair, lean muscular body and smile that ignited everything south of her body; he was unbearably attractive and intimidating to Alison. She thought he could never be interested in someone like her, until he was. Was living in the same household together with someone you want and need such a great idea? As they embark on this journey together, Alison discovers her own desires as well as all the secrets Isaac keeps. You will become addicted to Addicted. Warning: 'Addicted' contains graphic depiction of violence, sexuality, strong language, mature themes, and drug references. Reader Discretion is advised. BOOK 1: ADDICTED BOOK 2: CRAVED (in the making)
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