I Hate Love
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Last published Sun, Aug 2, 2020
"If I love him today, and hate him tomorrow, is that still showing too much affection?"
Oakley Harris is a young woman in city of New York. She loves podcasts and gelato. At the ripe age of 32, she carries an extensive background of failed relationships. Those relationships ended for various of reasons. Abuse was a primary one. Unwilling to learn to love for the trillionth time, Shay builds a wall of isolation around herself. Remorseful and unwilling to accept love. She fears that she will be broken once again.
There's a new show on the air. This man calls himself, "The Love Doctor." Day after day he spews out advice on love. The city of New York has never been so peaceful. Will Shay be able to follow the trend, or will she be the only New Yorker still carrying a broken heart?
⚠️TW: Abuse and Sexual Assault⚠️
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