Where It Began

“Already?” He asks. I give him a small smile and get up. “You didn’t even eat yet.” He states bluntly. I shake my head again, “I’m sorry. I just really need to go.” I whimper. “I don’t understand. One moment we’re friends and the next you ignore me. Why can’t we just be like how we used to be?” he asks. “Because we can’t.” I state plainly and this throws him off the edge, “HONESTLY AVA I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS. YOU’RE FEEDING ME MIXED SIGNALS! YOU TALK TO ME THEN IGNORE ME AND THEN IT’S LIKE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO OR SAY BECAUSE I’M TRYING TO MOVE ON BUT LIKE IT’S HARD. YOU RUN HOT AND COLD AND IT’S CONFUSING AS SHIT BUT I WANT US TO BE FRIENDS AT LEAST BUT YOU WON’T EVEN PUT THE EFFORT IN TRYING!” I force my eyes to stay open as I fall back into my seat in pain. My heart is beating rapidly and I can barely think straight. I need to cut so badly but I won’t..." Kyle loves Ava even after she told him some things. He wanted to save her, but some people are just so lost, you don't know if they can be saved. This story's a story about how our friends, relationships and family can affect us. It's a story about courage, first love, strength, forgiveness and self recovery. "I love you... I tell her. And I pray that it's enough to keep her fighting."