Self Loathing (Dr. Alto Clef x Reader) | An SCP Fanfiction
- Reads 37,755
- Votes 713
- Parts 15
MatureComplete Sun, Feb 24, 20191h 3m
This is a story that was based on a chapter in a book that @oXEndlessXo wrote. So I am giving them credit for the ideas I make.
_________________
"Alto?"
"What."
"Do you love me?"
"No."
"Then why are you still here?"
________________________________
This book does have copyrights and all rights are reserved.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
SCP Foundation (Part 8): The End of the End
Around 32 years ago the sun suddenly turned deadly, turning people into these abominations that come together and try to make others do the same. Abram, the protagonist has lived in this world for these 32 years, and now things are seemingly changing for the worst in the world, and fast.Complete
The story behind her claws and tails
In the world where a mysterious, government-funded organization hides anomalies from the civilians, one of their subjects manages to escape. After losing the Foundation's pursuit she accidentally falls into a deeper hole, as another organization attempts to hunt her down. In a world where she doesn't trust anyone aside from her fellow SCPs, who aren't there to save her, she meets someone, who manages to save her from certain death. Knowing humanity's worst side, she is reluctant to accept the help, but is forced to due to the circumstances. Will she manage to trust again? Or is her past going to drag her down? The SCP Foundation had a containment breach, and one of their SCPs managed to escape. Of course, similar things happened in the past multiple times, and O5s were familiar with situations like this. What made this matter an emergency though, was the fact that the escaped object is a keter, and a rather sadistic one. They have to use everything they can to try and find her before she kills anyone. Very quickly however, they realize that finding her is going to take longer than initially expected... New chapters are published on Sundays according to the CET timezone. Constructive criticism and comments are highly appreciated. Warning! As of the moment of writing this, the story contains graphic depictions of violence, which are severe enough to classify this story as "mature". Depending on which ending I choose for this story, more warnings may apply in the future which will further solidify the "for adults" classification.Complete
Green and blue hydrangeas
A Soulmate/Hanahaki Clefdraki AU just cause. NOTE: This story does contain abuse mentions and sexual moments, they're small but they're there. If you can't handle that stuff then don't read. Please give review and critique, I really appreciate it!Complete
𝓤𝓷𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓵𝔂 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼
She made my worst nightmare come true!! She.. S.. he smiled , that's when she diappeared in front of my eyes but before that she mouthed...... ( what i had been waiting ....but ) °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° You should not trust me so easily my love , i want you badly enough to take advantage where i can. So, be thankful that i love you enough to keep from doing it!! °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° You are trapped can't go any further!!! Want to see what I'm capable of?? Try me more and see what i get for you.. . . How could you do this?? why can't I've a life of my own... . . . . I felt a little pain..hesitated a bit..NO , I'm not doing this....b... ca..use..No pain, No gain!! . . . . This pain is nothing compared to what she deserves... Let her stay in there and make sure she feels exactly the same what i felt .... . . . Find her at any cost!! Where's this girl & what is she upto?? °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° "There goes my heart again.... Even at this moment when she ought to cry for herself , defend herself.... S-she justed smiled.... Nd left!!! " . . . HELLO & A WARM WELCOME MY READERS💓💜❤ HERE'S MY FIRST WATTPAD NOVEL ..should i disclose it... Uhmm uhmm no...!! go thru the first part nd get to know d real secret behind this novel yourself🤐😅😅 Hope u like my work... If you do then, please like and increase the views so that i can come up with more parts of this story.. ☺☺Complete
SCP tales : season one part 1
SCP is short collection of different articles from the SCP foundation side. I hope you enjoy these as much as I enjoy reading about them. This is about the different stories that come with the articles. If you're very interested, you can look at the actual site and self. I am very interested in seeing what else I can come up with what I make my own certain articles in the stories.Complete
Pregnant by the Mafia Boss ✓
𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐚'𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐑𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐨, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐝. I'm in love with him but he's in love with my younger sister and has made that painfully clear to me. "Who are you in love with?" I ask softly, my voice barely above a whisper. "I'm in love with Isabella, your sister. She's the only woman I truly care about," he admits, revealing his feelings for my younger sister after we had just gotten married, it hasn't even been twenty-four hours. "I'll fulfill my role as your husband, but don't expect any love or affection. This marriage is just an agreement between our families, nothing more. Do you understand?" His words are cold, piercing through me like arrows. I fight back the tears threatening to fall and manage to reply, "I understand." But my pain would not last long, not until I meet Mr. Russo, Marcello's father who was that head of the Mafia, a dangerous and powerful man who stole my heart.Complete![My Life With Him (Mafia love Story) [#1 ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇsᴛᴏʀʏ]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/212188931-256-k976466.jpg)
My Life With Him (Mafia love Story) [#1 ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇsᴛᴏʀʏ]
"What did you do?" Nathan voice make me jump, he was standing right behind me. I turn around slightly to face his towering frame at me, "Nothing, it's just a small cut" His eyes move down at my hand and he peeled my other hand away from it and looked at the blood dripping on the floor. "Nath-" He took my finger and put it in his mouth, my lips parted when his tongue slide across the cut as he sucked slightly suddenly I feel week due to touch of this man, my pain was suddenly gone. I grip the counter behind me to stable myself when he finally let go of my finger. He came closer to me making me hit the counter, he lowered his head and ran his nose down the side of my jaw making my heart beat faster, "Don't ever hurt yourself again" he whisper near my ear "only I can do that. Do you understand mia amore?" *** Katherina Monero; beautiful, elegant and kind woman who has dreams just like any other girl has at the age of 22 but soon all her dream change to an unwanted reality. She is soon going to be married to most dangerous man in the world. Nathan Pierce; A dangerous and ruthless leader of Italian mafia who is known for his unmerciful and cruel ways. He is famous as a monster in all and he is a monster. *** ∆ 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟶 𝙷𝙸𝙶𝙷𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂 ∆ #1 ɪɴ Lᴏᴠᴇsᴛᴏʀʏ #1 ɪɴ Pᴏssᴇssɪᴏɴ #1 ɪɴ Mᴀʀʀɪᴇᴅ #1 ɪɴ ᴡᴀᴛᴛʏᴀᴡᴀʀᴅs #1 ɪɴ Pᴏᴡᴇʀғᴜl #1 ɪɴ Bᴇʟᴏɴɢs #1 ɪɴ Lᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ #1 ɪɴ Pʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ #1 ɪɴ Tᴏxɪᴄʟᴏᴠᴇ #1 ɪɴ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ #1 ɪɴ Wɪғᴇ #2 ɪɴ Bɪʟʟɪᴏɴᴀɪʀᴇ #2 ɪɴ ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ #2 ɪɴ Fᴇᴀʀ #6 ɪɴ Iᴛᴀʟɪᴀɴ ♥#12 ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ 2.08M sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs ♥#115 ɪɴ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ 1.65M sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs *** All right reserved ©SoulPeace7 {Completed on- July 8,2020}Complete
Secrets, Lies And Broken Hearts
"Are you happy?" The question comes out of nowhere and throws me off guard... Because 3 months ago, before he attended that party, I would have said yes I'm happy... But right now, I'm not sure. "What do you mean?" "It's a simple question June... Are you happy?" "Y-yes." "Let me rephrase... Are you happily married?" "Why are you asking me all these questions?... I've given you the answers you needed, I don't..." "Shut the fuck up June!... It's a bloody simple question... Are. You. Happy?" he snaps. He's really mad right now and that makes me squirm in my seat. "Are you?" My voice comes out barely above a whisper, but enough for him to hear what I said... He stands and begins pacing, running his hands through his hair frustratedly and messing it up, his jaw locked, and he just continues to pace and that makes me uncomfortable... I stand, and he stops pacing and just stares at me, I try to look as confident as I can, but inside I'm nervous as hell and dying to know what he's thinking. "I'm not..." This is a not so classic love story, filled with clichés, twists and turns, some cliffhangers, mature scenes... Yada Yada Yada... Come on! Add to library Read Vote Comment your thoughts I'm waiting for you, on the other side of this description... You know the fun part, found in each chapter.... Come on! P. S: if you're into mature scenes, this book is for you [67,518 words.] Secrets, Lies and broken hearts Copyright © 2020 by kumisawriter All rights reserved. No part of this publication can be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, without permission in writing from the author, except for reviewers who may quote part of this book for review purposes. This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are products of the authors imagination. Any resemblance to actual events, locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.Complete
Forced to Love
"Don't leave." he takes my hand in his and looks me in the eyes that are full of different emotions now and I can't help but stare back, I don't want to look away. "Please don't leave me" he breathes out and leans his forehead on mine. "Please". _______________________________________________ Arranged marriage is the last thing he thought he would agree to, but he had to if he wanted to pursue his dream. She was the last person he thought would bring him comfort, care, and love he shields himself from. _______________________________________________ Arranged marriage is the last thing she thought she would agree to, but she had to if she wanted to help her father. He was the last person she thought would be her savior, her safe place, her rock that she needed oh so much. _______________________________________________ They both didn't expect the arranged marriage to be something more than just that. But will they fight the unexpected pull, emotions, feelings that are bringing them closer, or will they embrace it and be each other's happy ever after? _______________________________________________ #1 in agegap - out of 11.9k stories - 22.02.2022. (Most impressive ranking so far for my book)Complete
The SCP Whisperer
My name is Trisha. I never thought I would be the one to help him, but I was. When I was taken into the SCP foundation, I told them everything. I told them about how I found him and how he needed me. I was the only one he trusted and the one person to look into his eyes without dying. He needs me. He trusts me. I will never leave him. But I too have flaws. A few of the SCPs here I know. I've interacted with them before, and I have good relationships with them, but none as close as him. Yet, I have a major secret. And if the scientists find out, it could mean I'll be locked up away from him. How will he survive? This story is rated M for Mature as it does have very strong language. There's not really any sexual content in here, but it does contain strong language.Complete
Second Chance At Love #completed
#366 in young adult -9.5.2018 thank you guys. love you all Aimee Sofia Edris, who once adapted tomboyish attitude to hide her demon. But one day her world shattered and crumbled to her feet. Adha, the man she love, the man for whom she changed herself cheated on her. Emraan Sofwan. Owner of Sofwan hotel chain fall in love twice. the first was only one sided love. the girl doesn't even know that he loves her secretly. When he love again, the woman that he thinks he loves ran away on their wedding day. He is known as ruthless and intimidating in the world of business. One fine night. The Universe play a game of fate. The fate brings them together facing each other in a way that both of them never imagine. both of them have their own demon in the past. Will the demons of their past bring them together or break them apart . ================================================================================= A/N this story is the outcome of my imigination. it is a work of my own and i don't allow any one to translate or copy this story to other platform. it is a work of fiction cover by @saraxcxnikh. 2. English is not my native spoken or written language. please forgive me in advance for any spelling or grammar mistake. 3. this is the first time im writing on wattpad. i used to write story in my teen years and my friends was my fan . hahahahah. its kind of a way for me to release my stress or disappointment . 4. please bear in mind that this is my first story and do give positive comments and comments that will make my writing better next time. please give this story a chance. thank you. 5. Any person of any belief can read this story.Complete
SCP Lockdown (Thumbnail is bad I know)
Disclaimer: This is my first story ever written, please be honest and critique my story for any mistakes I make, I am a low quality writer and I want to get better, Thanks -SirJuU1 Based on the infamous SCP Foundation, an Ex-MTF soldier now scientist, has come with a problem, multiple SCP have been breached, and now they must save the Site. This story is still in progress, chapters will come out unscheduled. It is TBD when the story will end.Complete
𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 | ❦
His finger trailed up my thigh ever so gently causing my pussy complete torture. He knew what he was doing. He knew this was driving me completely crazy. Just as his fingers were trying to push past my underwear my hand grabbed onto his wrist. "Don't," I warned, in a low voice making sure nobody would notice. "Watch me fuck you in front of every single person here unless Tobias stops looking at you like that." He explained. I glanced over to Tobias who was looking angrier than ever. If Tobias didn't stop looking at me not only would my husband keep to his word, someone would send a bullet through his skull. *+*+* Scarlett Salvadore was to be married to a man she hated with all her heart to increase her father's power. Aleksander Petrov was to be married to a woman he hated with all his heart to make amends with some of the Italian mafia. When the two of them meet at a club without knowing their identities they are immediately drawn to each other. What will happen when the two of them discover each other's identity? Will it grow the passion they have for each other or will their families history destroy it? *+*+* "I hope you realize that you belong to me now. In fact, you've always belonged to me, before and after the wedding ring on that finger of yours." I rolled my eyes at his words, still not forgetting the things he said to me before. "I'm just as much yours as you are mine, and don't you forget it, Aleksander." I snapped, pointing at his hard chest. "Prove it." A smirk appeared on my lips. Men in the mafia always use their wives for sex. But why can't it be the women using their husband's? *+*+* Far from a cliché Started: Thursday 26th August 2021 Finished: Monday 15th August 2022 RANKINGS: 11 in Lust 6 in Italian 1 in Strong Language 1 in explicitComplete![Mr. Regnante [Mafioso Book#1] (SAMPLE)](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/73056020-256-k964376.jpg)
Mr. Regnante [Mafioso Book#1] (SAMPLE)
*Heighest ranking 26th in Love, 1st in General Fiction, and 1st in Tragedy, as well as no#1 in mystery* When you're the most feared and powerful Italian Mafia Boss, you cannot have the world know of your existence or of any personal ties you may have. Otherwise bad things tend to happen, and this man learned that lesson the hard way. Now, he refuses to allow anyone close to him, much less get anywhere past his cold exterior. Their story wasn't meant to begin like it did. They weren't meant to meet the way they did. After all, she was only a university student and he was a ghost. Nonexistent, a rumor, a story you told your children at night. But when the most unforeseen circumstances cause their paths to cross, not once, not twice, but thrice--an encounter that ends with the vow of discretion and avoidance. They have no choice but to acknowledge they have to stay away before one of them gets hurt. Which is exactly what happens. This causes another encounter between the two, but this time with a promise of safety and security, because he owes her his life. *** "I say what I mean, and I do what I say." He assured in a low rumbling voice that had her transported back to older times. "And when I say I will keep you safe, believe me, that not even a hair on your head will be touched." (The full story can be found on the following link: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07NPSKL6W)Complete![THE WEREWOLF [On Hold]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/318183080-256-k412616.jpg)
THE WEREWOLF [On Hold]
Warning ⚠️ 18+ contains alot of violence, toxic actions, smut, vulgar language, sexual abuse, assault, mental and physical abuse. This book is 18+ and contains alot of dark scenes.. "𝓐𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮, why are you trying to close the door? " He asked calmly. I didn't utter a word. "Won't you atleast look at me 𝓐𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮? Am I that bad 𝓢𝔀𝓮𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽? You thought you could live here for eternity? Could you 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔯?" A man with deep voice asked softly. "𝓒𝓸𝓼ì 𝓯𝓸𝓽𝓽𝓾𝓽𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓮 𝓪𝓭𝓸𝓻𝓪𝓫𝓲𝓵𝓮." He said in Italian. -------------------------------------- Then suddenly, the front door got closed. The light was gone and everything was pitch black. I thought it was Lisa who closed the door, so I called her name. "Lisa?" I called her but it sounded more like a question. There was no response. I tried to call again but still no response. At this point I am scared. I am so scared, it's dark in here and I am scared of darkness at this point. "Li-lisa do not play with me. I am scared Lisa. Pl-plea-please." I said stuttering. "Pl-plea-please l-li-lisa. I-I am s-sc-scared. P-pl-please." I begged in between my sobs. "Li-lisa. Lisa, please an-answer me. I swear I w-won't ask for cho-choco-chocolate. Please just tell me yo-you are here." I begged her again. "Li-lisa?" I called her out again in case she answers or just signals atleast by the sound to know. There was a pin drop silence. Nothing, No fucking response. Now I am mad and scared at the same time. "Stop calling her name 𝓐𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮. She won't answer." The deep, dark and thick voice said. What do you think will happen? Well... If you wanna know then read darling. ---------------------------- ⚠️⚠️Warning you again⚠️⚠️ At first you know it will be cringing and lack of words or sentences but as you keep reading it will be good. So yeah... HOPE YOU ENJOY ;)
Unexpected love. (SCP-049 x Female reader)
You are a D-Class. You were living your normal life when all the sudden once you went to sleep and woke up, you were in a completly diffrent place with no memory of how you got here. Confused and scared, you follow what everyone told you to do. But who knew it would lead you to your love of your life? (Cover art not mine.) I do own some characters, though they aren't OC's. Y/N belongs to you. ------------------------ "I see... so they do feel the same..." He mumbles, rubbing his chin. You slowly turn around, shyly making eye contact. "You... You don't want to leave each other either?" You ask, looking down. His eyes widens, seeming suprised you heard him.Complete
Around 32 years ago the sun suddenly turned deadly, turning people into these abominations that come together and try to make others do the same. Abram, the protagonist has lived in this world for these 32 years, and now things are seemingly changing for the worst in the world, and fast.
More detailsContent Guidelines