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Self Loathing (Dr. Alto Clef x Reader) | An SCP Fanfiction

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This is a story that was based on a chapter in a book that @oXEndlessXo wrote. So I am giving them credit for the ideas I make.
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"Alto?"
"What."
"Do you love me?"
"No." 
"Then why are you still here?"
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