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How Hard Can It Be (The Beginning) (Completed)

LaSaundraMcwilliams

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Reads 568
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Parts 49
Time 1h 37m

LaSaundraMcwilliams

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I FIGHT everyday to just exist one more day.I fight everyday with my own inner demons and deal with the pain I try to hide deep inside.

Will I ever know what it feels like to truly be happy? Will I ever be free of all this hurt built up inside of me? Will I overcome these burdens? Will I start living and not just existing?

Follow me as i share with you an in depth look of MY LIFE. 

I do not own any copyrights to any of the photos or media that are and will be posted they come from Google and Facebook unless otherwise noted that it is my own. Shout out to the original artist/artists of all photos audio and media. 

If you or someone you know is suffering from depression or any other mental illness seek help immediately.
 
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Echoes of the Soul: A Collection of Poems

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