Deep Affection
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MatureOngoing16m
Last published Tue, Feb 18, 2020
Tears flow down my face as I inhale the cold air. Why me! Why now! All these thoughts rushing in and out of my head. Will I ever be good enough for anyone?
I open the door, slipping the key back into my pocket. I carefully pick up the double chocolate cake from the floor and balance it on my left hand. Shuffling through the door, I cling onto the bags filled with pizza and ice cream. Today was Alex's birthday, 17th of May 2018, I smile to myself as I try to stay as silent as possible to surprise him with all the stuff I got him.
I feel the cold air sweep across my face as I run faster and faster. My feet slide across the wet autumn leaves as I turn a sharp corner. I hear him trying to catch up to me, but I won't let him. I have now built these walls around me and no one, not even him, will tear the down again. The hole in my heart that he once filled, is empty. I have a feeling it will stay that way for a very long time.
I walk across the hallway into our living room kicking off my shoes in the process. "Alex!" I stop abruptly when I hear a voice of a young woman. Wtf?
"Maya, oh fuck." I hear a loud moan echo through the house.
"Ssssshhhhh, Alex, Hunter will hear you," I cover my mouth as a small scream comes from my lips.
"Don't worry she's out 'til 6, oh Maya I love you."
Those three words hit me with an almighty blow. I pull the door open and gasp in horror, my mind flooding with emotions.
Follow Hunter on her path of dealing with drugs, sex, seduction, alcohol, morals, violence, love and many more.
Only she doesn't believe in love...
WARNING this book contains sexual references, suggestive dialogue, mild violence and suggestive language.
I strongly recommend anyone under 16 should get parental permission. DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU!!!!
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