Blue Eyes
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Last published Wed, Jul 18, 2018
Nong bata pa raw ako, lagi ako nagsasalita ng mag-isa.
Sinasabi ko na meron daw akong kinakausap na isang kaibigan na ako lang ang nakakakita.
Nong una raw iniisip nila na may kausap akong masamang espiritu o isang nilalang na ako lang nakakakita, pero bandang huli baka imaginary friend ko lang raw yon, na common na magkaroon kapag bata ka palang.
Pero sa totoo lang , hindi ko maalala ang mga yon.
Sabi nila Mama, na tumigil akong magsalita ng mag-isa noong 8 years old na ako.
Pero hindi nila alam na hindi ako tumigil na magsalita ng mag-isa, ang kaibahan lang ay wala akong kausap, literal na ako lang mag-isa ang kinakausap ko, pero syempre kapag ako lang mag-isa sa bahay, baka isipin pa nila Mama na nababaliw na ako.
Nakakabaliw nga isipin na mag-isa lang ako nagsasalita, pero I just remind you that I am perfectly normal, wala akong sapak sa utak okay.
It just became a habbit, and I don't know why and how it became a habbit.
Siguro dahil doon sa imaginary friend kong kuno raw nong bata pa ako.
Pero sa totoo lang, I have a feeling that when I'm talking to myself...
...somebody is actually listening.
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The corner of his mouth tilts upward slightly. I smile again. A smile!? A tiny one, but still. "Hm. So I got you to smile, that's progress, yeah? Can I get your name now?" I ask, swinging my feel a little. He shakes his head shyly, his mouth not moving at all. Geez! Why do I want to hear this dude talk so much? "Okay, that's fine. I can give you a nickname." I offer happily. He looks up from his book, raising his eyebrows. I just stare for a moment. He has nice eyes. Pretty brown chocolate orbs. They remind me so much of....... "Teddy." He shakes his head immediately, frowning. "What, why not? You remind me of my old teddy bear. He was a good listener and he didn't talk much..... just like you." I say softly, tilting my head. He continues to shake his head. I fold my arms, leaning back in my seat. "Yeah, it's definitely sticking. Teddy.....It has a nice ring to it, yeah?" He sighs, the first sound I have ever heard him make. "No." . . . *Jordan* Teddy!? Seriously!? She gave me a fucking NICKNAME!? What the hell does this girl want!? I stuff my hands into my pockets, walking down the busy street. Forget about her. She's just a annoying pretty girl, she'll go away. Everybody does. She HAS to go away. *Spoiler alert*: she doesn't. Don't get close to people or they'll end up getting hurt. That's my mindset. I've been through enough of that. This girl doesn't belong in my world anyway. She's too innocent. *Mature content* {Just a quick update, I am basically rewriting the story. I wrote it when I was in 8th grade and it makes me cringe every time I try to go back and edit it so keep in mind that it'll get better}
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