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The State Of Being Dead

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Time 2h 36m

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crime gangs love pain romance

What happened that night that led to a life full of terror? 
How much longer can they try to protect each other from a world full of pain? 
It won't be forever.

"Who says you haven't broken me?"

She stopped being a child the moment she was left alone on that street, parents dead, with her little brother clinging to her side. 

He grew up only knowing a cruel reality which involved inflicting pain on others to get the job done. 

They come together, rise above it, only to continuously come crashing down...




(Hiii! So I've been on and off writing this book FOREVER and never thought about posting it so what the heck?? Here it is... even though it kind of sucks, it's all I got sorry!! Lmao)All Rights Reserved

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