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✔️The Hurting Fanboy (Jikook)✔️

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Parts 170
Time 1h 21m

arayofsunshine99

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Park Jimin is a huge fan of the famous singer Jeon Jungkook. He follows him on every social media possible and even has a fan account dedicated just to him. What nobody knows about this fanboy though is that he's actually hurting inside, having to deal with severe depression and turning to self-harm for solving it. Jungkook seems to be the only thing that can help him escape from the darkness. Even if it's only for a short period of time, that's just enough for Jimin to be thankful for. One day the fanboy finally gets the chance to meet his hero for the first time. What will happen after they encounter each other? 

⚠️BoyxBoy, self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts and actions⚠️

Disclaimer: I'm not an expert on self-harm or depression, I know some people with these conditions and I have done some research, but I'm still no where near an expert. If I depict any of these conditions wrong, please let me know. I want to be as accurate and real as I can. I'm not trying to trigger anyone, I just don't want to create false images of these conditions. I'm also no where near trying to romanticize these conditions. They are real and they really do happen. They are real monsters that those who have them, have to fight with everyday. Have hope, find a purpose, and stay healthy my loves.
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Persian translation: @Blak_HadesAll Rights Reserved

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Falling For My Enemy by Jimins_Cute_Pinkie

Park Jimin, a perfectionist and methodical student in Hybe. From day one, he's had a fierce rivalry with Jeon Jungkook, the carefree punk, life of the party and the gold medalist swimmer of Hybe. They're polar opposites, constantly at odds. But things take a dramatic turn when Jimin and Jungkook were caught up in an intense fight, their principal stepped in and dropped a major bombshell on them. The principal gave them a final warning: either they had to put their differences aside and work together on a project, or they would face suspension. With this warning hanging over their heads, the tension rises between them and they spend more time together, Jimin starts to see a different side to Jungkook. Maybe, just maybe, there's more to their feelings than meets the eye. With chaos swirling around them, will this unexpected connection lead to something new? Swimmer jungkook x Nerd jimin ⚠️ Slow updates~

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Lament | Jikook | by Sincerely_Jikook

"Once you wear this necklace.....You're mine." After a break up, Park Jimin a 19 year old untalented individual decides to reconnect with his childhood love life, Jeon Jungkook an 18 year old famous pianist. Jungkook soon decides to tutor Jimin on piano lessons to get closer to him like how he did 12 years ago when they made a promise to never love anyone else but eachother. 📙Story Contains: 💖Fluff 💋Smut 💔Abuse 👬Jikook (Obviously) 👑Namjin 💞Yoonseok (a bit) 💓Vhope

Invisible Lie || Jikook|| (Completed) by JeonJimin632

How many times we need to tell you jimin, jungkook is dead!!!!!" Namjoon yelled at poor boy lying on hospital bed in front of him. "B-.... But hyung I seen him just now.." "Then give me f*cking proof!!!!" One accident.... Destroyed all his life. It have 20 parts.... No romance but lot of twist and mysteries.... Fully rollercoaster ride.... Enjoy.

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