Chaos In Me
- LECTURAS 94
- Votos 11
- Partes 6
Worth it pa bang bumangon kung alam mong parang wala na ring halaga?.
Na yung pagka lugmok mo ay napaka hirap nang takasan at pinanghihinaan ka na rin ng loob dahil parang wala na ring dahilan.
~•~ to be continued ~•~
Bad thoughts under a smiling mask, everyday it is a tough task..
\~~chaos and shits running inside my head preventing me from falling apart.~~ /
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