Poetry as Therapy
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Ongoing5m
Last published Fri, Mar 23, 2018
Hi all! My name is Estelle and this is my first collection of written work that I will be posting on wattpad! High school has been super tough for me but writing a lot has helped with the everyday stress and I wanted to share my work with you. Little nervous, but I hope you all like it! And for all of you who are currently in high school and are finding that it is one major pain in the you know what, I am here to tell you that you are strong enough to make it through and you will come out of this whole crazy experience called being a teenager stronger than you will have imagined possible.
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Risk it All [GxG]
Erin 'cheated' after I risked everything that I have, turning my back from my family for choosing her over them and we were happy for 2 years but one day everything changed. She changed, and it broke me in a way I could never ever fathom. Then she left me when I needed her the most.... It took me all the impossibility to pick up my broken pieces, glued it together but when she came back, one thing I promise myself, to never ever again, risk it all.Complete
Lost Poems
A collection of some of the poems I have written over the years (2019-Present). My name on Instagram is @fxoxapoems. Please follow me on there if you'd likeβ€οΈComplete
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" Just leave me alone , abandon me like everyone else ! " she yelled and broke down . I want to console her and badly wanted to hug her, but I can't, I can't after what I had done 3 years ago. I am the sole reason she is in this stage. My heart pangs seeing her like this. I wish I had a time machine so that I could go back and reverse everything that I had done and the things that happened that day. I kneeled in front of her, tears were flowing unknowingly from my eyes. " How can someone abandon their love, Tridha! " I whispered, but deep down, I know I was the one who abandoned his love, his heartbeat from himself. I was the stupid one, but now I will rectify all my mistakes and win her back no matter what it costs me, but I WILL. ππππππ: - Best friends to Lovers - Broken Hearts - Slow Burn - Forced Marriage - Friendship Goals - Mystery πππππππππ ππππππππ π± ππππππ ππππππComplete
Album 1: "The Emotional Monster"
This story holds albums constructed by me. I'm currently finalizing all my poems in my story book, and publishing them here. I'm willing to publish all of them one day. I have been through a lot of heartbreak in my life. At only 14, I've erected well over 50 poems in only in interlude of only 2 months. From Mid- October to the last day of 2019. This time I was rejected. I was cheated on and dumped in middle school. I have 3 "Albums" of poetry so far. The first one I'm going to publish is called "The Emotional Monster". Album number 2 is "One day but not today", and the third one is "I promise there's someone who loves you, like me."Complete
only yours
I didn't wanted any weakness in my life but the day I saw her I gave up i can't help myself to make her mine __________________________________ His eyes turned red, and he said, "I have only loved you in my whole life, and until my last breath, I will only love you. No one can ever take your place. I don't know who told you this, but all this is a lie". She shouted and said, "This is not lie Mr Singhania". He warningly," stop calling me that". She angrily, "no one has told me this, I have heard it myself with my own ears and seen it with my own eyes Mr Singhania". He grabbed her arms and pulled her close, saying, "I said stop calling me that". She said angrily looking into his eyes, "Does it feel bad? I felt the same way when I found out the truth. Kabir was talking on the phone, looking at a girl's photo, saying that she is going to be your bride. I trusted you, so I thought it was a misunderstanding. That's why I came to your office to talk to you. Instead of clearing up the misunderstanding, the truth became apparent to me. I saw you with the same girl Kabir was talking about". Vansh confusingly," Kabir?". She nodded and said," yes kabir". He said, "listen, just believe me...it's just a misunderstanding I don't know who she is and I am not getting married, neither to her nor to anyone else". She said," you listen to me...If you want to get married, go ahead. I won't stop you. I don't want to be a thorn in your life. You can marry whomever you want, I won't interfere." His grip tightened on her arm and pulled her closer and said, "I'm not marrying anyone, and if I do, it will be only when I want and You will be my bride, and only you."
Let's be Together
A kiss can change everything. One kiss with your best friend, and it changes the whole dynamic. What will you do when you get to know that your best friend has been in love with you? What will you do when she doesn't want to be friends anymore and wants more instead? * "Everytime I see you with a guy, my skin fucking burns" Millie hisses, pinning me with an intense look that makes my belly flip. I am pinned to the wall with her caging me. "Do you know how hard it is to pretend that you are only my friend, and nothing more? That I love you but cannot have you?" Her words spin inside my head, and the thundering beating of my heart echoes in my ear. How do we come to this situation? I pant as she leans closer, her eyes averting to my parted lips. I am having thoughts of kissing her. Hell, I see her in my dreams so often now that I am not sure what she means to me now. Millie caresses my cheeks and a shiver runs down my spine. "I can't pretend anymore, Grace. It's getting really hard" she whispers in my ear and I squirm. When she meets my eyes, I say something that surprises her. "Then don't." I crash my lips on hers, crossing whatever lines we had.Complete
Don't Take It Personal
"I still never said it. And besides that, you're not listing the basics of the relationship. We need rules and agreements. When is it over?" "We'll have a deal," I told her. "You commit wholeheartedly to us being in a fake relationship, and I'll continue to tutor you." "That's great," She said impassively. "But when does this end?" She looked between us. "When I'm sitting at a hundred, or when you win your girlfriend back?" "I'm not necessarily saying I want her back," I said. "We're just doing this for the fun of it. I can't really put a timing on it." She was quiet a moment before impulsively agreeing. "Fine," She gave a shrug. "Although, I will have to say, I feel bad for you." "Why do you feel bad for me?" "I can't be your Juliet."Complete
missing assignments
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Broken Promise////Billie Eilish
"But you said! you told me you love me!" I yelled at her tears streaming down my face. She looks at me and shrugs smiling, "I didn't mean it. I was just playing around. Wanted to know what it was like. And you know I love him." "You wrote it! 'If I love you was a promise would you break it if your honest' it was a promise! you can't break a promise!" I sob out clenching the end of my shirt tightly. "How old are you? Fucking 10? Promises are made to be broken. At least I'm being true to staying honest. Wake up y/n, this is reality. I'm not even gay! I was just curious." She says rolling her eyes. "So you chose me to play with? To hurt? You think my feelings aren't valid just because I'm a lesbian? So you play with my feelings! You're just a selfish bitch! I fucking hate you Billie!" I yell unable to control my emotions anymore. "Okay? Well if that was it, I'm leaving. Brandon's waiting for me in the car." She says with a laugh. I look up to met her ocean eyes filled with amusement and accomplishment. I look at her with disgust and walk away. Away from her, hopefully forever.Complete
Shit rant poems
There are so so so many typos and one day, I'll fix them all.....maybeComplete
Erin 'cheated' after I risked everything that I have, turning my back from my family for choosing her over them and we were happy for 2 years but one day everything changed. She changed, and it broke me in a way I could never ever fathom. Then she left me when I needed her the most.... It took me all the impossibility to pick up my broken pieces, glued it together but when she came back, one thing I promise myself, to never ever again, risk it all.
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