Im Still Into You

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Unti unti syang lumalapit sakin. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero nasasaktan ako sa paraan ng pag titig nya. I see both hatred and dissappointment in his eyes.

Patuloy syang humahakbang palapit. At ng tuluyang magkaharap na kaming dalawa.Malinaw na nakita ko ang kanyang  mukha. 

Halo halong emosyon ang naramdaman ko ng muling magtagpo ang aming mga mata.Wala nakong nagawa kundi humakbang paatras. At sunod sunod na nagsalita kasabay ng pagpatak ng mga luhang kanina ko pang pinipigilan.



"Im sorry, ok? Im sorry dahil ako ang dahilan kung bakit ka ganyan. Im sorry dahil hanggang ngayon nag mamalasakit ako sayo. Im sorry dahil nasasaktan ka na naman. Im sorry dahil nararamdaman mo nanaman yung mga bagay na ayaw mona maramdaman, specially because of me!" napahagulhol ako sa iyak."Im sorry that I left you. Im sorry for all mistakes Im done. I-m sorry..Im sorry because I love you this much" 



Sunod sunod kong sabi habang nakatungo. Pinahid ko ang luhang kanina  pang umaagos sa aking mukha. I face him again and he only gave me a concerned look. I also see tears falling from his eyes. Those eyes that I wanted only to focus on mine.And the last moment I knew. 

Im walking away from him. Again and again.All Rights Reserved

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