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what would i do

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Parts 14
Time 1h 17m

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"when i'm cold and alone. you're gone, nowhere to be found."

veretta rose. she had everything. loving parents, satisfactory grades, talent in her co-curriculum activity and she was a member of her school's student council. 

... however, she always felt like there was something missing, a hole in her heart.

lycon glacier. a knowledgable child with a broken innocence and a mental disorder. she would often ask, "why would anyone want to love someone as broken and dead as me?" 

she saw no point in living. and the thought of ending her own life lingered in her mind, refusing to let go of her soul.

they met, and crazily enough, they fell in love. for once, veretta felt complete. for once, lycon felt hesitant to go. 

lycon asked a question, "what would you do, when I leave?" when she got no reply, she left veretta to question herself. 

...

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The Painting by colleyflowers

"It took me five seconds to fall. The impact on my chest jarring my body but not my mind. I suppose this is the point where your life is supposed to flash before your eyes as time itself freezes - and it did in a way. But I didn't relive my life physically like walking through an old memory, déjà vu in each step. It was a feeling, something that started in my chest and spread to my fingertips, one so unique to me that it encapsulated each significant event into one single second." For as long as May can remember one mystery has haunted her world. A dirty window before her, the grim obstructing her vision, she has lived with a loss she can't identify - that is until one rainy night. Gradually the spots of dirt May scratched at for so long wipe away with the touch of a finger. But when she looks in will she like what she sees - or will curiosity kill the cat?

Life After Death by BrinaGirlie99

Imagine this: you're a teenage girl who doesn't have the greatest life. Your parents are alcoholic and abusive and at school you get bullied. Of course no one wants to live that nightmare. Sadly is this Selena's reality. She's been fighting a daily battle for years hoping for chance. No such luck, in fact things have only gotten worse. This time she can't go on anymore. She sees no other way out than taking her own life. Don't worry though, this isn't gonna be a dark and depressing story because little does Selena know there's an unexpected twist...

•Beneath the Waves• (Freminet x Fem!Reader) by dreaming_kitsune

"He's only a friend." "..." I was always told that silence is always the best move to make, especially when you mess up. I used to disobey that rule... now I follow it. "NO, WHERE ARE YOU GOING, Y/N?" "SHE'S GONNA DROWN HERSELF! SOMEONE! PLEASE HELP HER!" A/N: Part Modern AU :) hope you enjoy it, please don't be mean. This is my first story. Btw that was a fake scene lol.

If I Knew Then by MyriamRow

They say life is a gift. You're supposed to smile and be grateful, but there comes a time when you realize that living a lie is no way to live. And when you reach your lowest, you either go to great extents to feel something, anything, even if pain, or you go to even greater extent to end it all... I opted for the latter. Maybe you would call me foolish. A coward or selfish, even, but I could not continue living the way I did... In some twisted twist of faith, they want me to come back to life. They want me to help a girl that is soon to share my faith. Amelia Taylor deserves to be saved, but I know that love and friendship don't cure mental illnesses. What can I possibly do to save this girl? This is a spin off to my novel, For You. Jaxson is Addilyn's spiritual guide in this story. This story explores mature content of suicide and self-harm, and might be triggering to some. I don't dive into details of self-harm, but it is mentioned. ** Still in the editing process Canadian suicide crisis line: 9-8-8

Unfortunately Fated by danny_manny

Book #5 in The Lycan Series Jonathan Stone, the nephew to King Damon. Lost his mate months after they met. He thought love was hopeless and he had given up. Until he met Bellamy, who gave him hope again. That was until she chooses and she didn't choose him. He thought all was lost. Maxwell Damien, soon to be delta and son to Robert and Jacob Damien. He was sent to boot camp for two years for his unpredictable behavior. He never looked for his mate, it was never something he waited for. When Maxwell finally returns home to see all of his family and friends have found their mates. And when he meets a mysterious new edition to the group named Jonathan, he instantly realizes they were Unfortunately Fated. Will Jonathan open up his heart again for the third time? Or be closed off to love forever? Will Maxwell forget all he knows and leave his fiancé for this mysterious new man? Read and find out

Broken Angel[Completed] by wrongchoice18

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Her Wendigo by Noizez

#1 in Scaredtolove #2 in Demonic After her failed suicide attempt, Lia's life was turned for the worst. She lost everything, from her college funds to her home and family. All she has left is her friend, James, who barley talks to her after he found the love of his life. With all this change beating her down, she dosen't think she can hold off the horrible thoughts like she could last time before she'll fall again. Little does she know that she is watched. From the corners of the dark he has his eyes set upon her. He comes forth to her as a man of charm and as a gentle giant. Showing her how and what it is like to love, filling her heart with new life despite the damage caused from her past. Soon her friend suddenly comes back with strange rumors and stories. Especially about one man she meets. With all these crazy stories, she dosen't know who to trust; her friend who has abandon her or her new lover who is holding secrets. But James has yet to understand the want this 'man' has for her, and he will do what it takes to get her in his arms. Even if he has to kill her to reach her heart. Soon Lia's lover begins to reveal something to her. He is no man, his body has long decayed many years ago. He true form is one of a monster, violent monster. Will she run to James to protect her from this bloodthirsty creature, or will he have his way with her? Does he love her like he seems to be? "Oh my little rose," he spoke in a raspy voice as his black, clawed, and bony fingers brushed through her thick brown hair. "Your petals have become wilt and have loss their color. Come," he beckoned gently to the edge. His clawed finger is gently hooked onto the end of her dress, guiding her to the edge of the bridge. "Let me have you, let me be yours, and you'll never be alone. Let us be together body and soul. All you have to do... is jump."

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The Painting

"It took me five seconds to fall. The impact on my chest jarring my body but not my mind. I suppose this is the point where your life is supposed to flash before your eyes as time itself freezes - and it did in a way. But I didn't relive my life physically like walking through an old memory, déjà vu in each step. It was a feeling, something that started in my chest and spread to my fingertips, one so unique to me that it encapsulated each significant event into one single second." For as long as May can remember one mystery has haunted her world. A dirty window before her, the grim obstructing her vision, she has lived with a loss she can't identify - that is until one rainy night. Gradually the spots of dirt May scratched at for so long wipe away with the touch of a finger. But when she looks in will she like what she sees - or will curiosity kill the cat?