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what would i do

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Parts 14
Time 1h 17m

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"when i'm cold and alone. you're gone, nowhere to be found."

veretta rose. she had everything. loving parents, satisfactory grades, talent in her co-curriculum activity and she was a member of her school's student council. 

... however, she always felt like there was something missing, a hole in her heart.

lycon glacier. a knowledgable child with a broken innocence and a mental disorder. she would often ask, "why would anyone want to love someone as broken and dead as me?" 

she saw no point in living. and the thought of ending her own life lingered in her mind, refusing to let go of her soul.

they met, and crazily enough, they fell in love. for once, veretta felt complete. for once, lycon felt hesitant to go. 

lycon asked a question, "what would you do, when I leave?" when she got no reply, she left veretta to question herself. 

...

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WARNING Mention of suicide Blood/violence Homophobic slur Death. Lots of death. Murder and betrayal ~ "James?" I asked. He dropped his scythe. "No. Nononono. This is a mistake. You're a mistake." "James what the hell? You were dead! What's going on!?" "I am dead, idiot. You're dead too--" "Oh my god, my mom's going to kill me," "Looks like someone already beat her to it," he said. I gaped. "I'm your-- dammit-- your guide." ~ James Abbatiello, a 17 year old committed suicide. It might've been Ricky's fault. At least, a little bit. Then something else unfortunate happened. Ricky also died, getting into a fight with the people who practically killed James. Now, James has to lead Ricky through the In Between to get to The dead world, AKA Tamir, but there are many obstacles they need to face, including birds trying to eat them, wolves and bees, and fighting their own shadows on top of a train. ~ Also I'm writing this with a friend, so it's not just my work. Also she drew the original cover and the updated version (LOOK AT IT ITS SO GOOD 😭😭😭) and yeah so thank you Lucy uwu ♥️🙏