This is me
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Last published Thu, May 3, 2018
Marc, he likes to write. About being transgender, about his depression dysphoria. He likes to write about it all
-this story is a "dear diary" type of ordeal
-all art used in this story goes to their respective artists
~ triggers ~
Transgender slurs
Gay slurs
Self harm/hate
Bullying
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