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MatureOngoing9m
Last published Wed, Mar 28, 2018
Everything I went through the pain I felt ,the strength I gained was worth all the peace I have now . 💕In the end she will have the last smile the last laugh . This story will teach you about love how to love an don't go looking in the places . Staying friends or just being in contact with an ex is never good. Through this young lady experience her an her ex always getting back together an/or hooking up .That was just unhealthy , the back an forth doesn't let you grow as a person.This young lady was trying to see other people but it can hinder you fully from getting involved with someone fully . Growth should be a constant thing . It's hard to grow if you are looking back . This young girl had to learn it the hard way through abuse , hurtful words , regret , people looking in on the outside . She had to cope alone an guess what she did . You don't have to apologize or say sorry for you laugh , how you dress , how you do your makeup , how you speak , assuming , loud , arguing .
YOU DONT HAVE TO BE SORRY FOR BEING YOURSELF .
It's time to accept this is you an you got to spend the rest of your life with you . If someone don't like it someone will it's somebody out there for everybody .
So start loving your sarcasm , your weirdness, your awkwardness, generally starting loving you more . This young lady had to learn to forgive herself before she can forgive anyone after going through a lot getting cheated on hurt an dealing with toxic . She will get through the past being brought up in her face she will get through nosey neighbors she will get through it all an most importantly she will be strong . Everything she was afraid of had already happened to her she ain't scared of nothing .
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